Mr. Chawsome let all of felicities close friends stay off school for a few days
This gave me a chance to review all that has went on the last few days.
Today was unfortunately the day we had to venture back to school.
Me and Portia walked in together. No Justin, No boys just 2 best friends helping each other get through the day.
We walked in and went straight to a assembly that Mr.Chawsome had set up. We looked around the nearly full hall but we spotted 2 empty seats and walked to them.
As we slid in the isle all the students fell silent. Both of us just give them looks.
We sit for about 5 minutes waiting for the assembly to begin. We see Pippa walk in, we wave at her to come over but she just smiles at us and walks to sit with the boys.
We hear the girls behind us whispering "oh, look her own friends don't want to sot next to her"
Her blonde friend speaks "yeah that's why we must not be a slut"
I just stare at Poria. But she didn't want to stay silent. "excuse me but can you two shut up before I make you"
Before the gossips could reply Mr Chawsome takes the stage "a few days ago, you may know that a young lady in your year, Felicity Hawthorne tried to take her life but thankfully to her friend she was found on time and is now safe. As you continue on with the term I want you to keep your prayers with the young lady through the festive period even though she will not be returning"
He dismissed us from the hall. As I walked out I was getting many unpleasant looks from half the kids. Before I could figure out what was going on justin drags me to the side "babe, there's some thing you need to know"
I complain "Justin later I'm trying to be here for Portia"
He ignores me and drags me off to the side "babe it can't wait"
"fine then" I moan
But before he could talk to me mr Chawsome inturputs us "Justin and beth, I know you are going through a hard time but I still expect you to go to classes and not mill about the halls"
With out saying a word I walk to English.
I sit at my desk, I smile at the girl next to me "hey Harriet"
She just looks at me. "rude" I whisper under my breath
"beth, beth" I hear drake calling next to me
"uh-huh" I say
"well we all feel bad for you" he admits
"why" I Question
"because of Felicity" he says
I direct my eyes to my desk and not on his face
"but every one in the class wrote a note for you" he smirks
I look up and I see every one in the class staring at me.
I take the note from his hand. Just before I could open it, the guy next to me says "I hope you know it comes from the heart"
I open the note. My heart imedintly shattered into millions of pieces. The small peice of paper in front of me said "Freak"
How? Why are people acting like this? I have never had this treatment before by anyone.
I just put my head down and get on with the word as the people around me snigger at me.
It was finally break time, Justin catches me as I walk out of class.
He runs up to me and drags me to a quite place where no one sits "baby are you okay" he asks
"yeah, well no actually. Every one is being so weird" I admit
"did any one do anything to you?" he asks I see him get slightly angrey
"em yeah" I rumble through my bag and I bring out the note "I got given this"
As my bag is open I see my phone flash. I pick it up and read the text
from: Anonomous
cant believe you have the guts to show your face
I see Justin looking at my phone. He looks even more angrey.
"Justin what's going on?" I ask tears rolling down my cheeks
"someone has set up a website about you and they are posting these lies about you on it" he admits
I'm shocked. Why would any one do this to me? "I'm scared" I say crying into Justin's chest.
We hear the bell ring symbolising the end of break. He cheers me up "babe just get through these next class okay?"
I smile, wipe away my tears and I go to Maths.
The 2 periods dragged on for what seemed like forever. But I got through them.
I'm walking though the hall with my head down avoiding all eye contact.
I feel 2 hand push me on the floor. There is a girl standing above me "slutslike you deserve to be in a brothel not bloody private school" she walks away
"BETH" I hear the similar voice of Justin shout.
"I'm taking you back to your room" he demands
Me and Justin walk into the bording house. Katie was doing some form of cleaning.
"what are you two doing home?" she asks
Justin steps in for me "Beth's been getting a bit upset"
Katie walks up to me and gives me a bear hug "I knew it was too soon for you girls to go back"
I just nod my head, finding it hard to speak with the tears.
Katie speaks again "well Justin make sure Beth's okay then go back to school in time for 5th period"
We both agree and head to me room.
As soon as we get in I pull out my laptop "Justin show me the website"
He types it in to google.
He pulls up a website. The truth behind Beth Huntington-Smith
Before I read on Justin says "its all stupid lies so don't get upset hunny"
I ignore him and I read the first blog post
Who is Beth. I bet you think she is many things, beautiful, lucky, popular? Well all your thoughts about her are going to change once you read this blog. Every Tuesday I'm going to post a dirty little secret about this girl. So I hope you enjoy this post
Jack. And the others
Little beth. What a stupid little girl dosnt she know you can never hide cheating. She was with this boy called jack. Everything was perfect for her, the couple met due to there upper crust parents being very close friends and automatically there relationship took of. She sleep with 2 boys though. 2 quick and dirty 1 night stands. What a whore. Well Justin, let's hope history dosnt repeat it's self.
How can such a short para graph be so upsetting? I throw my laptop away in shook. Justin comes up to me and cuddles me.
He cradles me "it's okay babe, it's all lies"
"but it's not... Justin this is why I didn't want to tell you about my past, because it's all a mess" I cry
"well now is a good time for you to tell me" he says
I decide to come clean"jack. He used to abuse me. All the time and all I wanted, all I craved was love. Sleeping with strangers gave me that love I really, really wanted so that's why I did it. I'm so stupid"
"your not stupid" he says holding me tight
How can my life be so wrong right now.
