I couldn't let her know. I couldn't show anyone the tears that were swelling in my eyes. All I could think about was what might happen next.
Nothing was going my way. I just wanted to scream inside the hospital right then and there. Why couldn't anything in my life ever go my way!? I felt like everything in the world was against me! I hated my life!
"India?" My mom was staring at me. "Are you alright?"
I quickly bundled all of my emotions deep down inside me. "Ya, I'm fine."
I wasn't fine. Everything was falling apart. I felt like I couldn't breathe.
The car ride home felt a lot shorter. I wish I could just die right now. I wish I could just die. That's when that terrible thought struck.
Suicide.
I shut my eyes. No. I couldn't kill myself. I had to live. For Cat, for the new baby.
I asked a question that I would probably reget. "What will the baby's name be? I spoke out loud.
There was silence at first, but then mom answered. "Ruby. Her name will be Ruby."
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RandomAbsolute Zero series-Book 2 India's life has always been a little different from everybody else's. From an abusive father, a younger sister, and a full time working mom, India finds herself growing up faster than all of her friends, having to take c...
