secrets

Hi my names Alexandria but I go by Ali..

So I'm 18 I live in LA.

I'm emancipated from my parents. The my still live in a small town off of London.

Before I was emancipated my parents sent my to boarding school. I was kicked out for "bad behavior"

My parents had given up and sent me to foster care. I had been given up on by 7 family's 3 of which had physically abused me.. But I refuse to let that get in my way.

Im that girl that stands out who isn't afraid to put you in your place.

My life seems perfect I'm working at a famous clothing brand store brandy Melville.

I have a nice apartment near Malibu beach.

But my life is far from perfect. 3 years ago my sister hazel died from lung cancer.

After that my parents threw them selfs into their work.

I've self harmed since the 7th. It's awful and I'm 6 months clean.

I moved to LA a year ago.

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Ali's P.O.V

*BEEP* *BEEP* I slam my alarm clock rather hard.. I opened my eyes only to have them shut agin due to the light over flowing from the curtains.

I snuggle up farther in to the duvet. *BEEP* my alarm clock goes off agin.

Geez I hate when I hit snooze not off!

This time there's no ignoring it I pull my self up and shiver due to the cold air.

I put my feet on the cold hard wood floor. I groan as I push my self off the bed. I slowly pad my feet across the cold ground. When I reach the bathroom I plug my phone up to the speakers.

I'm praying they are charged. The green light turns on signaling its charged.

"Yess!" I do an awkward dance. And run around the bathroom only to find my cat Charlie hiding behind the loo.

I turn on the shower and go back to my phone. I turn on ride by soMo. I slip into the shower.

I adjust to the heat as I sing along.

"Oh, oh, oh, oh yeah

Take off those heels, lay on my bed

Whisper dirty secrets while I'm pulling on your hair

Poison in our veins, but we don't even

care

I am belting the lyrics

Candles dripping on your body, baby this ain't truth or dare

Everybody wonders where we run off to

My body on your body, baby sticking like some glue

Naughty, let's get naughty, girl it's only one or two

The fevers fucking running, feel the heat between us two!

I'm gon' ride, I'm gon' ride

I'm gon' ride, I'm, I'm gon' ride on you baby

On you lady, all night, all night!

I'm gonna take care of your body,

I'll be gentle, don't you scream

It's getting hotter, make it softer,

Feel your chest on top of me.

I'm gon' ride, I'm gon' ride

I'm gon' ride, I'm, I'm gon' ride on you baby