Dear Diary

Chapter 8

Dear diary,

  Awesome day is awesome. To be honest, all my classes are really boring. Like I don't talk to B during classes so yeah. Apparently, A might be moving to my class. YAY. Aha anyway, I ate half a chocolate cake today. Too much, even for me. I was like going to vomit in volleyball.   VOLLEYBALL. OK I GOT A STORY. Ok so I was running up to block right? And it was Du's last hit. So obviously, I went up to block. I was all prepared and he was about to set, until he literally set to the other side and started laughing saying, 'Haha made you run.' Not sure if anyone noticed, but I stepped in his toe while walking off, he laughed. I hate him. No I don't ehe. Miss G told me that Du and Morg(my other coach) will be watching me at trainings. So I obviously put 90% of y energy into training. Forcing smiles, laughing randomly and talking a lot, that pretty much sums up today's training. Well towards the end, that's when everything was fun. They made fun of me when I told N that I had tennis shoes. I hear them say, 'tennis? We aren't in tennis. Hah' or something like that. Honestly, it helped me a lot because I usually slide around on the court.   I told T that I could play tennis again next Friday! YAY IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN HER AND...........J.

Lemme explain, J was my old crush. I still find him the hottest asian guy (second to Du), and he's just.............my dream guy. You know when you finally get something you wanted so bad, and when you get it. You realise that it wasn't what you expected? Like, J is my perfect guy. Same to D, but they are too perfect. To be honest, any guy who is Asian and plays a similar sport will catch my eye. My main sports I play are volleyball and tennis. D and J play both. You know, if I tell any one f my close friends this, they will be like, 'You mean, you like...L?' (Refer back to chapter 1)

To be honest, when you have true feelings for someone, they don't just go away. If L was watching a volleyball game, I would obviously try and  catch his attention. No not as in 'LOOK AT ME' I mean 'I'm doing fine without you.' 

A told me a big secret yesterday. Like OMG omg OMG. I think she trusts me a little now and this time, I'm not going to screw things up. I think that's why today's trainings was fun. Like we criticised eachother but complemented eachother at the same time, remember when A kept critiquing me and I got really annoyed? The same thing is happenning but this time, with another person. Meet P. P is a person who barely goes to any training sessions but then judges me when I miss one game.  

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She keeps annoying me when I do one thing wrong, but when she does it, apparently it's fine. Wonderful huh? For the rest of this term, I will try and prove everyone wrong. I can play volleyball perfectly fine thank you very much.   

Term goals-

口 Get good grades (duh)

口 Prove to everyone that I can play volleyball

口 Be kind to everyone because everyone could be going through something and you don't know about it :)  

-Sakura