That moment when you pretend to smile
But you failed of doing it well
Because instead of smiling,
Your tears just simply fell.
I don’t want them to see within me
I’m afraid of showing the real me
That unlike to my strong font
I’m punier than an ant.
It’s hard to ignore their arguments
But do you know what’s really hard for me?
To pretend that I’m not feeling their pains,
And they’ll always see that I’m happy.
How I adored my life before
When the warmth of my home was there
It’s like my ever precious treasure,
But currently, it’s in the past participle.
When I close my eyes
To reminisce those memories
Would really make me feel at ease,
But when I open them, the reality slapped me.
The struggle of life is never easy
How can I set free?
When you got stuck to every bittersweet memory?
Have faith to our God Almighty,
.. you’ll find the freedom you never see.
