Apology Accepted (Narry-not famous)

'Softened him up'

Niall's P.O.V.

I didn't know what to do. I could have just said 'yes' but words got caught in my throat. I turned my head so I was facing him. 'He's beautiful' I thought to myself when my eyes were exploring his soft cheeks and then met his green sparkling eyes. My hand found its way to his chin and I moved his head aside a little so I could give him something that my lips were longing for...

...I gave him a kiss.

It happened so fast. My lips touched his skin just for a second but that was enough for my heart to pound faster against my chest. I didn't know why I was feeling this way. I was scared but at the same time it felt right.

Harry was literally frozen for the longest minute in my life. I was so scared. I regretted my actions so much. Why did I kiss him? I have no idea. It just happened. Maybe because I wanted to. Did I want to? I turned to face the floor not saying anything. Even if I put words into meaningful sentences in my head I still couldn't let a single voice out of my throat. Harry seemed to be more down to Earth as he somehow managed to speak and break the awkward silence.

''Well... I guess we're...'' He paused for eternity, I swear!

''...Friends.'' he finished and stood up.

I just slowly nodded. I was still in shock. I don't know why the word 'friends' caused me so much pain. It's not like I want to be more than that, right? No, of course not! I'm straight, I've always been. But why did I kiss Harry then? Ugh, I made everything worse than it could be. I'm so stupid!

Harry started walking towards the door  to leave my room. 

''Harry...'' I called after him and he turned around on his heels.

''I'm sorry about the...''

''Don't be.'' He smiled as his eyes sparkled.

With that he left me sitting on my bed, speechless.

Harrys's P.O.V.

"Hey, Harry! Were you in Niall's room? You look a little shocked. Is everything okay?" Louis got worried as he saw me enter the living room.

Niall kissed me.

"No, I'm fine. Just still a little hangover, I guess." I lied sitting down on the comfy sofa next to him. To be honest, my head didn't hurt anymore or I just didn't focus on the pain because I had other things on my mind since the kiss. The feeling of Niall's lips pressed against my skin kept coming back and it felt amazing. Could that mean anything? I was so confused. 

"Hey Harry!" Louis poked my arm and made me wince.

"Ouch!"

"Oh, don't be such a pussy. Are you even listening to me though?"

"W-what?"

"I said I met a chick at a party yesterday. Damn, she's beautiful.'' He looked somewhere in the distance probably imagining her body or her face. You never know. ''So, did you hook up with anyone?" He asked me when he woke up from his trance. 

"Hmm... I-i... No, I didn't." I stood up "I'm gonna go to my room now."

"Oh okay, whatever. I'll call Eleanor right now anyway. Maybe we'll go out to grab a drink or something but WE'' he raised his voice referring to us, without the girls ''are going to the beach later in the afternoon so make sure you tell the boys!"

"Yeah, I will. Have fun with Eleanor."

I opened the door to the hall. I was still looking back at Louis when I bumped into someone.