Dreamer

Werewolves.

She Shimmies. Laughing I push her toward the other side of the gym. I force a smile to my lips as I watch Kay walk across the gym flaunting herself waving and winking at the guys.

“HO!!!” I yell

She turns around and yells back

“Don’t get jealous Ri, There no competition to my number one.” With that she blows me a kiss and walk to join the rest of the cheerleaders. But even as I smile my thoughts are still on our conversation.

Everyone leaves!!

My Mom.

My Dad.

If my own parents couldn’t stand me . Then how is someone else.

Blinded as I open the door to the back of the school, I blink a couple of times for my eyes to adjust to the sun. I start to walk across the football field to the tree line to lay under the trees shade. This is where I go every day in gym. I can’t really participate in gym when I’m so much stronger and faster than them. Everyone knows this is where I go and nobody ever bothers me. They just think I’m a bitch and don’t want to be around anyone beside Kay and that is true too. I can finally go to the one place that everything is perfect. The sun pores down on me with all its Alabama glory. As I reach the shade I lay down in a nice patch of grass. Close my eyes and wait for all my stress to be washed away. I picture the lake the flower covered grounds all the beautiful; tress in the different shape and sizes. It doesn’t take long for me to drift of and when I open my eyes the exactly what I see not my crappie school no I’m in paradise. I breathe in with relief.

Nothing’s wrong…

Not Here…

Not In My World….

I take off running full blast but as I reach the lake I don’t feel any better.

I’m Still All Alone……

Like I Always Will Be….

The light breeze turns into wind. The fluffy clouds turn dark. The bright warming sun darkens as the wind blow clouds over it.

No One Would Love A Freak….

Trees start to rock from the force of the wind. Pedals off the delicate flower are ripped off as the wind tears throw the air.

My Parents couldn’t even stay with me!!! My mom left a soon as I was born she killed herself to get away from. My dad left as soon as I could take care of myself. They never even knew about my gifts. They didn't even care.Shadows appear in front of me taken shape. A handsome broad man around 6’3 with brown hair and brown eyes stands beside a young beautiful Native American woman with black eyes and black hair. My parents look at me with degusted faces. At that’s when the storm breaks loses.

The world I loved is black from the storm the sky lights up blue from lighting. The wind is sending branches fling all around. Thunder shakes the ground. I have to wake up I have to get out of here. I close my eyes trying to make myself wake up but I can’t concentrate. A sharp pain has my eyes snapping open a branch hit me. I raise my hand to my stinging cheek and feel a warm liquid running down my face. The wind grows so strong I can’t stand. On the ground now I crawl in a ball.

“HELP ME!!!!!!”

But no one’s there to help I’m all alone as always. I give up and just lay there sobbing.

Alone……………….

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The wind that was beating at my small frame stops.

 I open my eyes to see that I’m not in my world anymore I’m in someone else’s. I was in the middle of the woods. I look around trying to figure out where I’m at. But I see nothing familiar. I walk toward a clearing but stop when I get to the edge. Hugh wolves are attacking each other. I tried to make out what was happening but all I could see was blood, fur, claws, and pairs of white blood stain teeth. A full moon shone over the slaughter. Why would wolves fight like this there no logical reason they would, And thats when I saw it. A large, chocolate colored wolf was about to take smaller red one. With one lunge the larger predator caught the wolf throat in its jaws giving a sharp twist the red one slumped to the ground dead. But what caught my eye is what happened next the little dead red wolf turned into a young girl. She had red hair and looked around 15 blood was matted all over her little body and her neck was ripped out.

They where werewolves.

And they were killing each other. Tearing each other apart I had to stop them. I yell and shout but no one hears me because it not my world it someone else’s. I’m not the creator here I’m just a witness’ to someone’s life ether there past, present, or future. And something was telling me this has already happened. The ground trembles under my feet as the huge wolves were thrown around.

Barks….

Whimpers…

Snarls…..

Howls……

How could something be so bad that it lead to this? How could this help anyone?

A howl brings me back from my thoughts. My eye land on a huge black wolf he looks bigger than everyone else.  There is a group of pup’s behide them there all so little shaking in fear all but one. The little black cub was standing in front of the others his green eyes held fierce protectiveness his legs were spread out in a fighting stance. Something about him made my heart beat double. And like he knew I was looking he turn to look at me.i start to move towards him as qwickly as I could. But as I nearedthe giant black wolf turns and pushes the little pup, he seems to be telling him something a single tears falls from the pups eye before he turned and leaves with all the cubs be hide them. The older wolf turns and I freeze at what I see the green eyes held so much pain, guilt, regret, and sorrow. Something drips to my hand I look down to see tears. I didn’t ever realize I was crying. But there they were running freely down my face. And before I know it I’m running full out across the clearing trying to reach I push thru the wolves’ bodies trying to reach them but I never seem to make it. I don’t know why I’m doing this all I know is I have to reach the pup I have to……..but I never do……………. There all gone.

A howl full of pain bring my thought back around to the fight the huge wolf is holding up 9 wolf up giving the cubs time to escape. He fights with everything he can but with each wolf that he kills one more replaces it. Until the over powered him and he falls with one twist of a neck the man is dead.

I feel a weight on my chest open my eyes to see Kay sitting on me. My breathing is ragged as I try to control all the emotions storming in my head.

“Oh My God… What happen to your face???”

“W -W-What?” I stutter still not completely here

“There’s a huge gash across you cheek.”I reach up and there is was a cut running down the side of my face, from my temple to the bottom of my cheek.

The storm.

The Wolves.