And suddenly we fell in love (a Neymar fanfiction)

Chapter 18 - I don't want to be here

Neymar:

A few months later it's Faith's and me's 6 months aniversary. I decided to buy a bunch of red roses for her and to tske her to a movie. The Maze Runner. Davi is with Carolina. I walk hand in hand with Faith to the cinema. We go to the little shop and buy popcorn and cola. Then we walk to the movie hall. I give Faith a kiss. She kisses me back.

A few moments later the movie begins. It's actually really great. Didn't expect that. I thought it was more like a girl movie. But I love it to be honest.

After the movie we go back home. I kiss Faith and she kisses me back. In a few seconds we make out. I push her against the wall. We all know how this is going to turn out.

The next morning Faith wakes up with a headache. She stays in bed all day. But I have to go to practice she forced me to go so I'm on my way. She said she will be fine and that it was just a headache. But I'm still worried about my babygirl.

When practice is done I race home. I walk into our bedroom and see Faith sitting on her bed.

Faith:

I'm worried and I don't know if I should. I found a bump on one of my boobs. I'm afraid to tell Neymar. Maybe I should go the the hospital because it CAN be cancer. But maybe it's nothing. I think I'm going to the hospital tomorrow whem Neymar is going to practice. 'Hey baby, how do you feel?' he asks. 'Better' I say and I give him a kiss. I've been walking around in my pyjama's all day. It's comfy comfy.

The next day I'm driving to the hospital. I'm nervous and I feel guilty because Neymar doesn't know about the bump. I walk in the hospital with stomach ache. I go to the desk and ask where I have to be. Floor 2 room 5 great. I don't want to be here. I really really don't. What if it is. No, don't think like tjat Faith. It can't be it just can't. I knock on the door of room 5. A friendly looking woman opens the door. 'Hello, I'm doctor Thompson' she says shaking my hand. 'Faith Smith' I say introducing myself. 'Come in' she says smiling. I don't see why she's smiling there is some serious business going on here. 'So you felt a bump on your brest' she begins. I nodd. 'Okay, you can put your shirt plus bra of so I can take a look' I nodd again and do what she says. She feels and looks. It feels weird having a stranger looking and feeling at your boob. 'Hmm..hmm' she says. 'I don't trust it completely' she starts, o no no no don't say it I think. 'To be sure I want to make a scan' she tells me. I nodd. 'When can that happen?' I ask. 'You can put your clothes back on' she says. I nodd. I put my clothes on while she looks at the computer. 'You can make the scan in a week. Next friday' she says. I nodd. I make the appointment, thank her and then I walk back to my car. I drive home and sit on the couch. Thinking about how I'm going to tell Neymar. Because I HAVE to tell him about the scan, the bump, the hospital everything. He has to know it. I'm not telling my dad anything till it's confirmed. And if there's nothing wrong then I'm not even telling him that I went to the hospital. Then I hear Neymar coming home. 'Hey baby, how was practice' I say. 'Fine how was your day?' he asks. 'Ehm I actually have to tell you something' I start. He gives me the face like "what? Tell me" 'I went to the hospital today' I say. He chockes. 'What? Why? What happened?' he says worried. I decide to tell everything all at once. 'Yesterday I felt a bump on my left boob so I decided to go to the hospital and they said they wanted to make a scan to be sure it was nothing bad' I say fast. I can see at his face that he's mad. 'Why the fuck didn't you tell me? I would've go with you!' he yells. 'Because I didn't want you to worry. I'm not even sure if it's something bad' I yell back. 'What the hell. Now i'm only more worried. And why did you decide to tell me now?' he yells. 'Because I don't know okay. I just..' I say not knowing what to say.

Neymar:

How could she? How the fuck could she? I'm so fucking mad at her. What the fuck. 'I'm sorry' she says. 'Yea you're a little bit to late for that now huh!' I say annoyed. I walk to the kitchen to drink some water. Faith comes after me. 'Go away' I say. 'Neymar listen' she says. 'Shut up okay' I say annoyed walking back to the living room. 'Neymar can you just listen to me' she yells. I look at her and see the tears falling from her cheek. 'Why would I listen to you?' I ask. She is silent for a moment. 'I love you' she tries. 'If you love someone you TRUST someone' I say. 'I was just trying to protect you!' she yells. 'Do you think I know how to handle this. Maybe I have fucking cancer okay. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry that I lied to you but I was just trying to protect you' she says and then she seriously starts crying. Suddenly I feel sorry for her. 'I'm sorry' I say and wrap my arms around her. 'I am going to that scan with you tomorrow' I say. I feel her nodding on my shoulder. 'I am so so so sorry baby. I love you.' 'I'm sorry too' she says. I sweap her tears from her face. 'I'm scared' she says. I would lie if I say that I'm not. That's why I say nothing.