"Anna come on we have to go" says mom, "okay almost done just let me get my things" I say loudly hurrying so she doesn't find me crying. I can hear her coming to check on me, the cracking and squeaking of the hard woods. I rush to do my makeup to cover my sadness, okay put your happy face on Anna I keep telling myself, happy face, happy face,happy face, fake face. We walk outside and I could be a vampire because the sun oh my god the sun! The light was like a bomb in my eyes blinding me because of that perfectly blue sky. I get in the car eyes still reprogramming and thinking happy face,happy face!"Are you okay?" Mom says softly, "I'm fine"I say in my normal voice. But when I say say those 2 words or the others it hits me on the inside like a blade just twisted it's rusty self into me. We drive for a few miles and I just stare out the window, quietly. We finally arrive at the church, I see everyone and almost burst into tears because the one person I need here isn't. I'm here for her... Her. This is for her Anna do it for her, I keep telling myself all I can do it tell myself things so I don't go of the rails . Again.
"Anna, anna get up its time for school" says mom in her I'm trying to be the mom I always wanted to be voice. Wait I realized just another one of my visions, migraines, issues...
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RandomShe's hurt She's scared She's in love She's trying She's helping She's sad She's lost She's a miracle She's more She's Annabell grace loftin
