(a/n possible trigger warning)
I put the lid on the pen and read through the note;
Dear Anna,
I believe in heaven and in stars so i will still look over you. this letter contains everything I didn't say from the last 5 years. I love you like you will never know, no i don't mean the platonic type of love, I mean the type of love where I want to grow old with you and maybe even have kids down the line. Yet i know you could never love someone like me. So this is goodbye. don't blame yourself for this, its not your fault. Thank you for always being there for me and staying the weirdo that you are and for all the good memories that we shared, i absolutely loved our movie nights so hang onto those memories for me. don't forget me because i will never forget you and your smiles.
love from, Britt
I held onto the note like it was my everything as i walked to her front door and knocked. "hey britt whatsup?" anna asked smiling at me. god that smile. I just shoved the note in her hand and said "read it later, i love you little weirdo." and walked off "where are you going?" the confusion laced into her voice like a drug. "somewhere where the light always shines."
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It was a big drop. enough to kill. Perched on the edge, ready to let go "don't forget me." i said as i prepared for the drop. then i heard it. "how could i ever forget the woman i love?" my head turned and i saw her face covered with tears and mascara. Yet i still jumped....
