The Life Of being Abused ~~Aphmau FF~~ {Under Editing?}

The Pain of Hiding

~~*Prologue*~~

Hello I'm Aphmau , trying to conceal everything that happens , flashbacks - happens at school all the time , panic attacks - same , more things - i can't explain .  I live with uhh .... abusive ... parents or I should say parent. Easy to conceal but not heal as i say . Try and make everyone happy laugh behind a mask , Make a background story everyone will believe don't let your guard down at home or anywhere else. Those are my rules . 

~~*Time Skip To School*~~

Aphmau's Point of view:

I wake up as always . get ready , I always wear long sleeves , because you know , cuts , bruises , more things i don't want to talk about. My dad or Abusive Dad i should say made me get a scar across my eye it got discolored, but it happened awhile ago and now i have a amber brown eye and a red eye ... i'll explain that later ... 

{If you haven't read my other books Initials represent the person who's talking like L= Laurence ext.}

A= Hey !~ I haven't seen you since last year !

L= Yeah... , what happened to your eye ! 

A= Oh , uh - nothing , i um , um- um - uh - someone pushed me into a wall corner in a middle of i fight wasn't apart of 

*The whole group shows up*

All= WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE ! 

A=  Someone pushed me into a wall corner in a middle of a fight i wasn't apart of , oh and don't worry if my other eye starts to turn red like the other one when I'm mad or angry ...

All= Why? 

A- nothing ...

A-lets go to school were going to be late And if i am my dad will literally kill me ... 

I went to get my schedule and bumped into someone . I fell on my cut and bruises i hurt like hell. I cried in pain but laughed i off . you can see a tear drop down my cheek . Everyone saw it , well at least my group did . 

L= why are you crying 

A= I didn't cry 

G= Yes you did 

A= I was laughing so hard i cried a little bit 

Katelyn or Kate= No , your crying because of pain , wait ... whats going on at home ... 

A= Nothing ... 

Kate= tell me now ! 

A= I said nothing going on 

Kate = then if I punch you right now softly you won't wince in pain 

A= Y-yea I'm going to regret this aren't i ? 

*Kate punches Aphmau softly*

*Aphmau flinched/winced in pain*

Kate= you winced ...

A= no i didn't ...

All= Yes you did ! 

A= fine i um fell/tripped on a rock and hurt myself really badly 

All= Yeah right ... 

Kate= if you fell then why don't you ever and mean ever wear short sleeves 

A- because i want to ...

All- IT'S FREAKING 89 DEGREES !!!

A- S**t 

I run all the way to my favorite tree that was one story high  

All- come down ! 

A- fine but don't talk about what happened or my dads going to beat me senseless ...