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This story is not mine i repeat not mine it belongs to @Paramorelover0112
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Her sweater went over her fingertips. Her pants cover her thighs. She sat her book down at the back of the class room. She kept her head down, and curled her body into a tight ball. She often found her self in this position. She liked to think it was a way to shut the world out, for protection.
The class filled in, no one took notice of her. She could feel the death glares she got from Sakura and Ino. They were pretty and popular they were everything she wasn't. She was told her whole life she was ugly, fat, monstrous, an abomination. She was told this so much she believed it, she never knew how truly beautiful she actually was. She curled her self tighter, trying to hide herself from the glares. She wanted to be happy, to keep the dark cloud away. She was going to be putin her ninja team today. She just wanted to keep the grey away for one day.

"Team 7 naruto Uzumaki, Sakura Haruno, Sasuke Uchiha and Nebula Noire" Iruka said

"Nebula? Who's that?" Naruto asked looking around the room
Sakura continue to glare at the girl who would now be on her team. She didn't want to share her sasuke with that stupid wench.

"Why dose she have to be on our team! She's just a stupid weakling" Yelled Sakura, everyone execpt ino turned to look at sakura shocked.

"Nebula had the best score in the class, with sasuke right behind, naruto had the lowest score. So we put the best with the worst." Iruka said while sakura huffed and sat back down pouting. Nebula started to wright in her notebook.

"Roses where blindfolds
Violets crack whips
Candle wax dripping
Cuts on her wrist"

The class was dismissed for lunch and she was the last to leave class. She went to an empty classroom and went to write more and her notebook when two of her new teammates came in. Naruto tied Sasuke up and transformed into him before leaving out the window. The two didn't notice her during their confruntation as she sat in her corner. She slowly sat up from her sitting position and walked over to sasuke, he was startled at her appearance but then studied her.
She looked weak, she was small, and boney.
Nebula took her kuni and cut sasuke's ropes off then went back to her corner to continue to write in her notebook. Sasuke said nothing after he took the tape from his mouth. He just left with out looking at her. After about 10 minutes she decided it was time to head back to class. She was the first one there as normal and she sat in her seat in the back.

Other people came but left as their joinin came to get them. Soon everyone was gone and iruka left to. She curled in a ball with her knees to her chest and her arms around her legs. She had her face in her knees until she felt a presence in front of her. She looked up to see naruto looking at her.
"Your Nebula right?" He asked gaining Sakura's and Sasuke's attention. Nebula just nodded.
"Why haven't I seen you around before?" Naruto asked while Nebula just Shrugged.

"You don't talk much do you?" Asked Naruto chuckling. Nebula shook her head. Naruto smiled at her once more before going to prank their new sensei.

So she was curious about this girl, she looked weak, she was small, how was she the one with the best scores in class. Her legs were like sticks and her frame was hidded under a sweater that hung from her like curtains. But the most interesting was her flaming blue eye. The flame was small at the moment but looked like it could brighten up the night sky with its light.
Sakura continued to glare at the small girl as Sasuke looked her over. She hated that Nebula stole her spotlight.

Suddenly there sensei made his appearance and had a chalkboard eraser drop on his head. As he spoke everyone stopped thinking about the nebula and went as instructed to the roof. Nebula sat 3 feet behinde them all to keep her distance. She didn't listen to their introductions and just curled up in her ball and tried to clear her mind. "You in the back" Kakashi spoke, though his tone was lazy he truly was interested in this child.

"I'm Nebula Norie, i dont have likes or dislikes. My hobbies are wrigting and reading poetry. And I don't have a dream." She spoke in a small voice.

"She has problems with confidence and self image, her body language says she has been hurt and is constantly trying to protect herself from the world." Kakashi thought.
Kakashi to go on about teams while Nebula only picked out information benefitional to her. "Meet at the training grounds at 5am"
She tuned out the rest of and let her thoughts Haunt her.

After Kakashi poofed away she got up and was walking in the direction of the stairs.

"WHY ARE YOU EVEN ALIVE?" Yelled sakura suddenly, it gained the attention of Sasuke and Naruto. Nebula stopped with her hand on the door handel.

"Your nothing but a useless, nuisance to everyone. You shouldn't be in this team. You should be somewhere dead in a ditch" sakura said with a smirk. Naruto and Sasuke were speechless. They had never seen sakura like this, not even with towards ino.
But the girl didn't even flinch, she just slowly turned her head to look at Sakura.

"I know" Nebula said in her tiny voice. Her eyes dull, her eyes lifeless. She then continued to leave. She walked home in silence. She passed her drunken father and went up to her room. She didn't eat, she didn't sleep. She didn't even cry. She just lifted her sleaves and took out her blade. She drug the knife across her skin slowly and took in the pain.

The blood on to the paper of her notebook as she wrote another poem.

"If not for the pain in my wrists, i would have thought myself dead long ago"

It wasn't a poem, but it was her thoughts . She fell asleep to the sound of the sky crying. Her notebook in her bloody arms.

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"But........... What about.......... Ya'know that curse mark. Are you gonna leave me?
"Thats the thing, i've learned to just..let it go. Like you said Nebula."
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This story is not mine i repeat not mine it belongs to @Paramorelover0112

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