Love In A Hopeless Place

"Eleanor, could you come over I want to talk to you" Louis said through the phone. Yes you are thinking right, my boyfriend is Louis Tomlinson from One Direction. My name is Eleanor Calder and I work as a model in the UK. Me and Lou have been going strong for a year almost a year now. Its been hard trying to see each other through our busy schedules but when we were together I fell for him even harder.

"Actually my mum is dropping by in half an hour so can you meet me at my place"? I asked turning into my drive way. "Sure I'll be there in 10" he answered before the line went dead

10 MINUTE'S LATER...

10 minutes later as promised Louis pulled into my drive way and I watched him pull his guitar out of his car and walk up to my door from my bedroom window. 2 seconds later I heard the front door open and close. "El"? he yelled from the bottom of the stairs. "Up here babe" I replied running a brush through my hair a few more times. "Hey" Louis said walking into my room. "He-" I was about to reply but I stopped in shock. His eyes were red and puffy his clothes baggy and slightly torn his old guitar was now held together with several pieces of duct tape.

"Louis!, What happened! your guitar and your face! what's wrong!?" I asked running over to him and putting my arms around his torso, looking into his darkened blue eyes. "This song is for the band and all but before I put this on any album I want to sing it to us." he said a small tear running down his face. "Ok" was all I could manage to say as I lead my over to my window seat and he began to play...

"Moments"

(you've gotta listen to the songwhile your reading it makes it 10 times better ;)

Shut the door

Turn the light off

I wanna be with you

I wanna feel your love

I wanna lay beside you

I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder

Time escapes me

Trembling hand touch skin

It makes this harder

And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time

You know ill be

Your life

Your voice

Your reason to be

My love

My heart

Is beating for this

Moment in time

Ill find the words to say

Before I leave you today

Close the door

Throw the key

Don't wanna be reminded

Don't wanna be seen

Don't wanna be without you

My judgements clouded

Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent

Voice is numb

Try to scream out my lungs

It makes this harder

And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time

Flashing lights in my mind

Going back to the time

Playing games in the street

Kicking balls with my feet

There's a numb in my toes standing close to the edge

There's a pile of clothes at the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall

Make a joke of it all

You know ill be

Your Life

Your Voice

Your reason to be

My love

My heart

Is beating for this

Moment in time

Ill find the words to say

Before I leave you today...

The song ended and we were both in tears. "But Louis I-" I started but was cut off "No El I cant do this anymore, I cant keep hurting you our lives are to different you deserve to be with someone who can be there for you when you need them, and its obvious I'm not that guy." he said

"Well sure we aren't together as much as I'd like to be but when we are together you make me the happiest girl in the world, I understand that its gonna be hard but I wanna make it work" I said putting my petite hands around is large calloused ones. "Eleanour please don't make this any harder" Lou said his voice cracking. Seeing how hard (I guess) this was for him I decided to give it up it was no use my Louis was leaving me....

"Will you stay with me one more night" I asked hoping he'd hold me in his arms one more time. "Id love that" he said his dark eyes brightening a little. "Ok ill go call my mom and tell her we'll meet tommorow" I said running downstairs to find my IPhone. After calling my mom and changing into my pajamas, I ran upstairs to meet Louis already lying in my bed. I crawled in next to him, feeling his muscular arms wrapping around my waist. "I love you El" Louis said tightening his grip on me. "And I love you Lou" I answered burying my head in his chest.

I always will....

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Hi! Im Arlee :) Ive been writing this story on paper for a month now and I heard about this app from my friend and decided to make my book public! So this is chapter one I really hope you liked it please vote and comment and follow!

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