Scott beat me..... Again. This time worse. As I laid in bed wearing 5sos pyjamas *dont judge* and my headphones blaring 1d *also don't judge* I messaged my best friend Melissa on whatsapp.
Melissa: hi Scott's recent is cute
Me: yeah walking tomorrow?
Melissa: don't I always
Me: just checking
Melissa: Scott just broke up with his gf😆
Me: .........
Melissa: maybe I have a chance
Me: maybe you do
Melissa: c ya tomorrow
Me: byeeee
This hurt, it really hurt. I just couldn't tell her about Scott, it would break her. She had a crush on him since y7, he bullied me and I was to scared to say anything. It got worse over the years. I couldn't handle it anymore it had gone too far. He threatened to hurt me more if I told anyone. I have a feeling he liked Melissa too but I couldn't bear the thought, I didn't want to believe myself. She always thought so much of him it was strange to think what he was really like. Anyway she wouldn't believe me.
Music was my away place. It made me forget about everything, Scott, Melissa and everything else. I listened to my Spotify playlist about three times before turning my lights out and sleeping. School tomorrow, and I had no idea how the next day would turn out..........
Sorry I know this was really bad I'm just thinking of ideas, hopefully it will improve and I'm sure it will get better. thankyou❤️
