Cather-Wren.... And Levi

Two Months

So readers this is kinda the first time I'm writing a book, I hope u enjoy it. Constrictive criticism in 1 comment will be appreciated. Oh and I hope everyone knows this is a fanfiction of fangirl by Rainbow Rowell and so obviously the characters belong to her [except the ones I invent] . Also please please please vote or comment if you like it, else I may not go on with this. Love u guys.
~reader280202

Two Months
I haven't spoken to him in two months, yes two freaking months. I.... I.... I... feel... incomplete. It's like a part of me doesn't live anymore, actually a part of me doesn't 'exist' anymore, because no part of me truly 'lives' anymore. I do take breaths in life, but no life in breaths. (Unless you count sitting on your bed and studying 24×7 'living' -- yes, I have changed, and you know what did that to me? The answer is extremely short and precise, infact it's just one word -- LEVI.)

I was, rather am so disturbed I can't even write carry on properly. Why? How? Even I don't know. Ever since I texted to ask him what was up, this is my condition. Because what did I receive in reply? 'Come here soon, the owner of this phone is in a critical condition. Fortis hospital.' I still haven't found out how or why. Life is non-existent without him.

As soon as I reached the hospital, the Idiotic officials didn't allow me to meet him! I mean come on, he's my freaking father. How could you deny a daughter permission to meet her father who could die at any moment!! I bombarded them with a gazillion questions, but all to no avail. In these two months from here and there I had gathered that somehow he had banged his head somewhere and got a concussion. He was in coma and his chances of survival were like one in a hundred. I don't even know when I last spoke to him.

Wren is equally depressed but she has Jandro with her to share the pain.

What makes my life worse is that Levi isn't even there for me through this. Why does it always have to be me? First I lose my 'mom' and then now him, and now it feels like even Levi is slipping away. Levi isn't even here. Forget being with me, he just seems so detached, it's like he doesn't know me anymore. Every time I try to contact him, talk to him or meet him, he comes up with a new excuse.

All of this is just driving me nuts. How I wish everything would just go back to normal, a healthy father, and 'the' perfect Levi. I feel like if any of this goes on for just a Day more, I'd die. One more day he acts like this, I'm going to leave dad here and go meet him. Hopefully Jandro will drive me, but even if he disagrees, I won't let that stop me this time. As you know, I'm living but yet dead. My head is throbbing with pain thinking of all of this.

***24 hours later***

I called Wren to ask her where she and Jandro were, and she told me that they were at a taco truck where I immediately went.

"Wren! Jandro! " I called in a desperate tone, which hot them rushing over to me in a second, aided by the fact that I hadn't told Wren even a little about why I had enquired her location.

"What happened? " they asked in unison.

" Something urgent but yet not urgent" I replied in a tone that sounded more like I was questioning them . They gave me a questioning look and collected their food.

As soon as we sat on the table, Jandro spoke in an almost angry voice, "Now Cather Avery would you kindly tell me what exactly has happened?"

"Relax, there's nothing to worry about. It's just that you know, ever since this has happened to dad, Levi has just been acting very... off. " I said on finding the correct adjective. " So, Jandro, I want a big favour from you. I know it's a lot to ask for but could you please drive me to Nebraska? " I pause for a moment to study his expression before continuing, " Pretty please?"

Seeing the uneasy look on his face, I try to melt him with my eyes. And lucky for me, it works! He agrees! We quickly decide that we are to meet at noon.

I return home and pace around the room restlessly in anticipation to meet Levi. Thoughts race across my mind, and I can't even sit down patiently for a minute. After a million years, it's noon! I hear Jandro honk and quickly race to the car. Wren's decided to stay back with dad for obvious reasons.

Throughout the journey I can't stop thinking about meeting him, and like I've done a million times before, I wonder why he's behaving this way. Suddenly, a hand waves right in front of my face, and I realize it's just Jandro. "What's it with you?"

"Sorry, " I reply "I was just thinking of him."
"I called out to you like five times already, and this isn't a train where you can't hear me. Anyway now, that I am doing you 'a big favour' in your own words, I do hope I can access the right to know exactly what is going on. " At first I'm a little hesitant to tell him, but then after a lot of persuading on his side, I give in.

"Nothing has happened really, the problem isn't that something happened but that nothing is happening. As you probably are aware, as soon as dad got in this condition, I've been here. Levi's just been shunning me away. It's like I was a part of his life he didn't want. (Yes, I'm aware I used the past tense, because now I don't even consider myself a part of his life anymore.) I call, he's busy, I text, he doesn't have time to reply, I ask him to meet, and it's a new excuse every single time." I pause, only to continue.

"While you didn't know of this, you did and do hopefully remember how close we used to be back in college. We literally couldn't live without each other, and now that's exactly what he's doing to me, making me live life without him. We had decided that we would meet at least once in two weeks, and now it's been eight weeks and how many times have we met? Not one freaking time. "

To all of this Jandro listened patiently, taking in every word of what I said without interrupting.

Taking this as a sign to continue, I go on to explain to him the greater details of the complication. Surprisingly enough, talking about it, helps me, it gives me a spark of hope. Simultaneously it passes our time, and soon enough, we're close to his house. He asks me where I wanted to be dropped, and suddenly realising that I had no plan on how to meet him, I requested him to drop me at a place about five minutes walking distance from his house do that I could think of a plan of action.

"Bye and thank you so so much. Hopefully, you won't be the one who'll have to take my back. But in case, I'll call you. " He too shows his agreement and waves me goodbye. As I start walking, a manly voice stops me.

" Wait, Cather." A manly voice, calling me 'Cather' could it be..... Levi? No it couldn't. Slowly as I turned around in fear of not having a plan, I'm pleasantly surprised to see it's just Jandro. "What?" I reply slightly annoyed. "Where are you going? The road sure isn't his house." I go on to tell him the cause of walking, he nods in comprehension, but then tells me to sit in the car and think and that he would drop me after five minutes, but again , after plentiful arguments, I convey to him that I can think better while walking in isolation (the isolation part because he offered to walk with me.)

As I finally depart, I hear the engine roar, signifying his departure. As I start walking, I think of how lucky Wren is to have Jandro (don't misunderstand me), I mean it's not like he's my boyfriend that he has to be so concerned about me. And the other side is Levi who is meant to be my boyfriend, and doesn't really care anymore. Forget caring, he doesn't even have a clue I'm here.

Abruptly, I see a car dash by me, and equally abruptly feel a throbbed pain in my legs. I lose my balance, and a foot on the pavement is the last thing I see before I fall into my own bliss.

A/N
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~reader280202