Between Love and Hate (Julian Casablancas fanfic)

Arguments

~~~2 years later~~~

"Hey babe look at that, Rivers' is walking properly by himself!" My fiancé of 1 and a half years (Dallon) yelled as Rivers started to walk but fell on his bottom giggling. So I stood by him and kissed him picking up Rivers helping him walk. In those 2 years The Strokes have been doing pretty good and had stopped touring for about a year, a little less than a year, Julian and the rest had tried to call and explain but I would always hang up when they said their names and in those times I found a really sweet guy name Dallon. He is tall, has brown hair, extremely beautiful eyes and is only a year and a couple months younger than me. He knows the whole story about what happened with me and Julian and this baby but he accepted me even with a child so I instantly fell in love. He is kinda shy which is perfect for me but also funny. Joana and Albert still are going out but the guys don't have any contact with me. The thing is I never told Julian that I had his baby and I don't think that Nick told him either but it doesn't matter it's not like I'm gonna see him again because if I did I would walk away. After playing with Rivers for a while I put him down for a nap. When going back into the main area Dallon pulls me into a kiss so I smiled, he laid me down on the couch and got on top of me still kissing me, when all of a sudden all the guys plus Joana trying to push them back out came in

"Cass we need to ta-" Julian stopped as he saw me and Dallon kissing on the couch and you could see on the others faces that they were shocked and it became awkward so Dallon got off of me helping me sit up.

"Uh what are you doing here?" I said getting a bit angry

"Can we talk outside for a bit I need to talk to you privately" he asked and I glared at him and crossed my arms

"Or you can get out my fucking apartment you lying asshole!" I said gritting my teeth

"Cass I need to talk to you" Julian said getting a bit annoyed and then Rivers started to cry

"thanks a lot Julian for fucking waking him up" I went to Rivers' nursery and rocked him back and forth so Julian came in leaving the rest in the living room

"So we had only be broken up for around 2 years and you had a child that looks around 2 as well, what did you just go and fuck him right after or what" he spat at me so I turned around with tears streaming down my face so his look softened

"Julian...we met only a year and a half ago...." I said going into my room and locking the door to get them away from me. There was knocking at the door so I said to go away

"It's me Cassy" Dallon said through the door so I laid Rivers down and opened the door falling into his arms "I know this is hard but I think you should hear their side of the story" and I looked at him crazily "I know I know but they have a really good reason trust me" he said kissing me so I kissed him back wrapping my arms around him. I wiped my eyes and collected myself then headed to where everyone was.

"So what makes the story then huh" I said grumpily and sassily

"Cass calm down" Joana said

"Well would you want to talk to someone who you used to love that cheated on you with some random chick and you found out right when you had the courage to call them telling then you were going to have their baby only to find out that they were fucking or dating some girl, right when you thought that they weren't going to go behind your back and cheat or leave you for someone else because you were having their child" I spat and they were all taken back at me letting out all my thoughts and emotions in such a large amount since I don't really do that "so what's your just peachy news huh, what validates your reason to cheat on someone who you told them that you loved them"

"I was pissed off my mind because one of the interviewers kept on flirting with me so I got mad and ended up going to a bar to drink" he said so I was about to burst out yelling but he added more "that's not all though I only drank a couple of beers and I can hold that down but someone bought me a drink and I drank it but the bartender didn't say who bought it for me, next thing you know I'm in some girls room and I guess we did things because I woke up naked. But I can't remember a thing, I think she drugged me..." He said so I became quiet