Journal Entry #3

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Dear H,
     Why do you keep proving yourself to be cuter and cuter? Really your making this hard on me. And I'm now almost positive Johnson probably knows its me. After answering that question at Digi. Its just great. I've worked so hard to stay away, keep my wall away from you and the boys up. Funny how four days can ruin two years of hiding. I am having mixed emotions about what will happen when you do find out, because let's face it, you will. On one hand I think it will be a good thing because I am still in love with you. But on the other I don't want any of you to know, I don't know if I'll be able to take Matt again and Nash and honestly even you. Its hard and you are not helping. I wish you'd get mad at me or something like how it was when I first met you. But like I said before, you've changed, and while I've built up my walls, you became sensitive and caring. Like a broken hearted puppy, and its my fault. And I'm sorry for that. You know when I first was told to do this journal I didn't know while to pick. But you were all that came to mind. Its silly really, since there is a chance I'll never tell you who I am. But this is for me so its my choice.
         - Elliot Grace

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