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Just hang in there" they said
"The pain will end" they said
"What happened to you?" They said
I sat there, the thoughts flooding my mind. Quickly shaking them away, it felt as if a whole new burden was brought apon me
"What's wrong" they said. Do you know what they did? They leftI stood up to my feet quickly, only to feet push me on the ground. I turned to see the horrid smile of my murrder. My own self."you fall I'll be there to pick you up" They left you there to burn.I watched as the smile disapeared like dust, only to see hands grab my ankles and drag me. A scream was released from my throat. "Help! Someone help me! P-Please!" I begged, a disfigured voice only responded "No OnE iS hErE bUt YoU aAd Me."You hold on to the cliff, for dear life. You look up to see them there, you think that they are there to help. NO. "Help" you look up in terror. NO. They reach for your hands and your life is in theirs. They let go. You fall. NO. You slap yourself for thinking this was more then a dream. But it's not.I hold my arms tightly as i fall to my knees. I have fallen to fear once more. Tears rolled down my cheeks, dripping onto the cold, marble floor. I touch it, only flor my hand to go through. It starts to rain in the room. I fall through the floor and I end up watching myself fall over and over again.The water fills up the room. You realize that there are no doors. You keep your head up. Nobody is trying to help you. Nobody is there with you. The water fills up fast. You take your last breath before going under. Something grabs you and you let it pull you under. You gave up... You know you need to help people. PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW THAT THEY ARE WORTH SOMETHING. But you gave up. They will hate you. Forever.I sit there looking around before hitting the ocean. I didn't end up watchung myself fall this time. I dragged myself out of the water to see a room full of ticking clocks. 'Tick' 'Tock' was all that was heard. I stepped forward only to feel a chain on my right ankleYou scream feeling the chain pull you down. You see darkness at the end of the tunnel. NOTHING FILLS THIS EMPTY ROOM BUT DARKNESS. "I'll be there for you" THEY SAID. FORGET WHAT THEY SAID BECAUSE THEY LEFT YOU. THEY NEVER LIKED YOU. you cry. Why me? You hold your hair in your hands.I sat on the ground silently, listening to my own heart beat. It was slowing down quickly. "TiMeS rUnNiNg OuT" 'Tick' 'Tock' Panic hit me like a tsunami after finally understanding what the disenbodied voice mentBlades drop around you. The words of what the girls at school said to you. Fat. Ugly. Anorexic. Emo. Slut. Whore. You pick one up and hold it to your wrist. "You can't help an addiction" you hear somebody say. "There is light at the end of the tunnel" they say. ALL YOU SEE IS DARKNESS. "There is happiness in you" they say ALL YOU SEE IS DARKNESS "don't give up" they say YOU ALREADY HAVEA small child runs up and hugs my leg. Her small fragile arms holding them tighly "P-Please. Dont do this!" She breaks out into sobs. I stared at her before looking back at the small girl. I dropped the blade to the ground and hugged the small girl. Her crying stopped soon after, but i felt a blade go into my back. A evil giggle escapped the girls mouth "You fool, never trust anyone" She pulled the blade out and kicked me down. She walked off, leaving me to die. She IS the voices in my head.She stabbed you in the back. Just like they did. "WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID" you hear her say. A bright light comes into the room. All you see is yourself laying on the floor. Blood coming out of your wrist. Tears coming out of your eyes. Something grabbed your arm. A person from your night mares. PLEASE DONT DO THIS. You thought. Nothing came outYou gave up and fell to your knees, a screech of anger and pain crawls its way out of your throat. Th blood from your back and wrists seemed to form a puddle around you. You didn't care anymore. After all, nobody else cared, so why should you?
