Parth And Niti (PaNi FF): Professionals At Work

Chapter Four: Tried And Tested.

Parth:

I escorted Disha up to the gates of the college although I had no intentions of doing so. She forcefully entwined her cold fingers around mine and clutched them tightly without me responding.

I couldn't focus.

I hadn't kissed her ever since I had kissed Niti. I couldn't bring myself up till that point because I didn't want to. She had, tried though, but I didn't feel the same. As in, I couldn't feel the overwhelming sensation of her lips over mine like before and that was attributed to only one person : Niti. Her pouty lips had been the best set of lips I had kissed and the sensation had been divine, heavenly, never like before, and suddenly agreeing to do the kiss scene with her seemed to be a bad idea.

It hadn't taken me a long time to come to the conclusion that I was cheating on Disha. Not feelings, but probably mere attraction was what I had towards Niti. Ever since I had gotten closer to her during the shower sequence, I just couldn't get enough of her . She was almost like a drug to me who was hovering in every part of my head since quite some time now resulting in my deteriorating feelings for my girlfriend. It was actually the storeroom scene that had affected me for the first time, precisely. Holding Niti tightly, in my grip, suddenly had seemed like the best action my hands had ever indulged in. Thanks to her being comparatively small , she fit perfectly !

The day we were together under the shower was another of those moments where in I couldn't help but feel the heat . Her lips ! Her absolutely inviting pair of pouty lips with that omnipresent red on them waiting to be licked off ! For one moment I just wanted to relish the taste of her lips which invited me to no limits and the struggle to keep myself off doing that was getting dangerous.

And that's when Disha had barged in.

Oh well.

But that didn't mean what I was doing was right. I had to scream at myself 10 times and remind me of the fact that I was dating Disha, and not Niti. I had asked Disha out and not Niti and that my attention or attraction should have been directed to her and not Niti.

But then, there was this stupid silly organ inside which didn't seem to work according to my wills. I was starting to have hormonal imbalances near Niti thanks to our scenes. Really difficult hormonal imbalances.

So this is what happened. F*cking real struggle which I couldn't get over no matter what I tried so I was left with the last resort. Distancing myself from Niti. I liked her as a friend, she was good, helpful , fun, moreover she laughed cordially at my jokes that were otherwise super weird.

But I couldn't be friends with her anymore. My attraction to her wasn't going to develop into something more I knew this for sure but I LOVED Disha and only Disha. By even being attracted to Niti this way I was literally cheating on my love and I did NOT want that.

So I told Niti off..I knew she was hurt but at that moment I was in a huge dilemma because my soulmate and being loyal to her was more important than my growing attraction towards my co-star. I didn't want to be horny but I didn't want my relationship to go down the drains.

But then came another twist today when I saw Utkarsh literally sitting close to her. So close that he was literally in need for some glue. Wtf did he think of himself ?

Yeah right Parth. Wtf do you think of yourself ? Isn't Utkarsh her friend ? Moreover she was crying and was in pain so he comforted her like her good friend because you just broke all your ties with her.

Maybe she cried because she was too deep into Nandini's character.

Maybe she cried because of what you said.

I hope she didn't.

I really didn't intend to hurt her, to be honest..I just hoped she could cope up with the changes because otherwise it would mean immense trouble for me, and immense trouble for her which I didn't want. I had to portray that I was least interested in her. I just had to. I couldn't be fair to her I knew, but I had to be loyal to Disha.. I just couldn't put my relationship with her at stake because of this kinda attraction..Somewhere I felt it would die down soon. As it is KY2 was a finite show , Niti would forget that she ever spoke to me like a normal human and I would forget all my attraction and weird sensation for her soon.

But she cried. She cried so bad that it went and pricked my conscience.

I felt a tug at my wrist when Disha broke my chain of thoughts.

"Where do you think you're going Mister ?" She asked me raising her eyebrow. We had reached the gate and it was time for her to go.

"Chalo then. Bye." She drove her car keys into the main lock and pulled the door . But before she could start the engine I pinned her to the car and placed my lips on hers.

I was trying to put in passion, I was trying to be as passionate as I could with her. I tried hard and did everything I could but it didn't work out. Finally my lips started giving up and that's when she pulled me back and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. I was having the worst time. I wanted to let go off her and I regretted my idiotic step of kissing her because it didn't feel good at all. She pulled me closer although I had stopped responding and pushed me a little backwards when she had run out of breath.

"That was good." Disha said, still panting . "Bye baby." She sat in the car giving one of her signature smiles and turned on the engine before finally leaving the sets.

I looked around to see if anyone was there to have witnessed the so called intimate moment and the person I saw was enough to make me go fully numb.

Shit.

I had kissed her unknown to the fact that a pair of doe shaped eyes were present in the vicinity.

I wanted to slap myself. What would she think ? Her scent lingered nearby and when I saw her she had a disgusted expression on her face and was almost about to erupt anytime. Her eyes turned small due to the scene she had witnessed and before I could say anything or take another move , she ran to the vanity like she had no other place to go to.

Niti ! I needed to talk to her. What would she feel ?

Are you out of your fucking mind ? WHAT WRONG DID YOU DO ? You kissed your girlfriend and not a random stranger. What is wrong with you ? You haven't done anything wrong in the first place for having that regret !! What was the self speech that you gave just a while back to yourself? What shit did you speak about cheating and all ? What's that makes you think you've committed a heinous crime by kissing your girlfriend in front of someone who is NO LONGER A PART OF YOUR FRIEND CIRCLE ??! My mind chided.

I had lost it .

Niti, I need to stay away from you. You, out of all the people , aren't good for my health.

Niti:

Thanks a lot for turning the situation in a way so that I could see the truth. What's better than seeing the person you have feelings for indulge in an intimate moment with his girlfriend ?

No, I was in no mood to see the facts. She was his girlfriend and all I get it but DID I REALLY HAVE TO WITNESS HIS KISS LIVE ?? DID I ? DID I ?? WAS IT SO IMPORTANT ??

No like seriously ! One moment I go gaga over the fact that he had kissed me two days back like my lips were the most delicate set he had ever laid his lips on and now two days later I see him literally kissing his girlfriend like a hungry lion ! Do I really have to witness their passion ? Their romance ? Can't I just be myself ? Why do you make me witness such stuff when I specifically mention that I don't want to develop further feelings for him because me and him can never ever happen ? I can't take it. I really can't. I

My head was ready to explode due to the tiring day I had. I had had enough of it, now no more. Bas ho gaya Parth Im not going to let you affect me any longer. I don't know how that's gonna happen but I'll make it happen ! Do whatever you want to, I don't care.

Well, atleast I didn't want to.

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Two updates in a day ! Woosh. Padhne ke baad Parth ko kuch mat bolna please🙈Story had to progress this way isliye had to add. Now jaldi jaldiiii vote and lotsss of comments !!