To Live A Life

tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Even if I'm happy now, it won't last happiness never does. But I'm happy now so and your happy now so we have to celebrate cause one day, this happiness will disapear. Manami, the team. They will all be gone.. they'll ride far ahead where I'll never follow

" Go Hakone!!!!! GO!!!!" Screaming I see Manami smile at me.. passing each of them a care bag, I pat them on the shoulder.. " Sanga you better have enough fun for the both of us!!!" I yell.. he waves at me and I smile.. I run as fast as I can as far as I can until the tape signals for me to stop. ' please Manami don't leave me '

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Even if I'm here right now, even when everything is right at the moment, as soon as one block falls over, all the rest follow in a line.. until only the last one is standing..

" GO Sangaku!!!!!!!" I scream till my lungs feel like they'll burst. My head pounding, my legs aching, I ching to run up to him.wanting to rife along side him.. I can almost see the wings on his back.. the wind carrying him up the mountain. He gets farther and faster away from me..' I want to ride along side you '

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

but sometimes those dominoes don't make it all the way to the end. Sometimes. Just sometimes that one person in front of you is strong enough to fold the other back and push them back up. that person that smiles at you and tells you that everything is ok.

Neck and neck with Onoda Sakamichi he races up the last slope.. a wait beside the finish line. My legs tired from climbing, my throat dry from screaming.. I just stand there until I see him coming.. their siloetts in the distance.. 200 meters... down to 100 then the last few feet. Time slows down. You may not have seen it but you always know who won... cause the winner looks up to the sky and the looser to the floor. In this case, Manami..
He stumbles off the bike and looks at me sadly.. I rush to his side and help him stand. His face buried in my shoulder. His tears soaking my shirt..

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Manami Sangaku. For you I'll be strong and keep your world from falling apart like you helped me keep mine together. Cause I know. Even though you lost. You ll still get back up.