Monday 28th March 2016
Dear diary
Firstly, thank you so much for 1.11k reads!! I never thought I would get this many reads when I first started writing this.
Anyways, today I wanted to talk about true friends. Over the course of the past week a lot of drama has occurred between my friends and a lot of people hate each other... Rose and I are no longer friends but I'm closer to Kitkat and Violet because of it and Wombat and I are friends again 😀 . After some of the things people have said it begin to make me wonder who my real friends actually are because Rose has been horrid to a lot of people, so has Etan and Rape. So much that my usual friendship group has been split and I got caught in the middle of it all and I had to pick between 2 sides. Originally I was Switzerland, neutral, but I hung around with Violet more because she had been most affected and a lot of people hate her for things she hadn't done. This made Rose mad at me.... Don't ask why.
Kyu has been there and helped when he needed to and damn he has fine trainers lol #insidejoke
So what is a true friend?? Cause I always that Rose was but after what she's said I doubt that. The main thing she said that I can't get out of my mind was that she would rather be dead than have me in her life. I gotta admit. That kinda hurt. There's been times where we have fallen out but we tend to always get past it and things are fine again but I don't want that anymore, I can't trust her and I don't know who she is. The Rose I used to know wouldn't do what she did.
Violet.... God we laugh a lot. And we message each other in hashtags. And gifs. And we drink a lot of energy drinks. We are rather weird but hey ho. Sure me and Violet have our down moments but we are a lot closer now and I don't want to lose that bond, I feel as though I can trust her more than I used to. It's kinda hard to explain I guess. I hope I can trust her... she has many embarrassing photos of me.... and I have a picture of her foot... don't ask.
Kyu... where to start. It started with a picture. Those messages you sent to me. #5SOS #greenlight. I was listening to that and the first line just reminded me of how we started talking. Kyu has helped me a lot through the past few months and he is always there to talk to, no matter how many times I say I hate him and I call him a bishcuit... (I don't mean it btw) I am yet to meet someone who can make me laugh more than he can in one lesson at school. 😀 love ya
I doubt we will ever know who is a real friend and who is. I suppose we just have to learn to love the friends we have and realise when someone isn't who we think they are. Naming no names.... rose.
Qotd: making a million friends is not a miracle. A miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.
From Hannah xx
