If I known you were leaving and not looking back.
If I known what you really ment
If I known you would leave me this sacred.
Now I over think thing.
Now I scared of what will everyone do.
Now I can't speak infrount of people.
Sometimes I don't want to live.
Sometimes I cry alone
Sometimes I get hit by a friend
Now If I Could of gone back and not be your friend and then I would meet my new friend that Does care and she different and now I have a group that Does.
I realized after I meet them, you didn't even care cause as I'm writing this I'm crying but for some reason I still care about.
For some reason I miss you
For some reason I text you even if I know you will not text back.
I only a teenager and You broke my trust and it will take forever to fix.
I'm sorry wasn't that great to you
I'm sorry that I cared.
I'm sorry that I still miss you
I'm sorry that For some reason, Now, sometime and if only, I still can't do this
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I sorry if this not what you wanted but I'm really crying. This is all true. I have to go cause I kinda sobbing right now.
