Gerard Way Thinks Your Weird

Im Feeling Young And Reckless

.--. ALEXS POV.--.

I sat on my bathroom counter brushing my teeth . I guess I somewhat had a good first day at school , but maybe that's just luck . I was waiting for my mom to tell me it was late and I was supposed to be sleeping , not rapidly brushing my teeth . Phoenix was mad at me , I had kinda ignored her for Andy . But who cares ? We had like all our classes together , and Phoenix and I only had 1 class . We lived together , so why should she care ?

           As her best friend though , I figured maybe something was wrong . But right now I was to tired to think about anything except my eyelids .

>>PHOENIXS POV<<<

          Why ? Why was everyone surrounding themselves with Alex ? Does noone realize sometimes I like to be talked around also ? Alex fell asleep sometime ago . All I could hear were the parents downstairs all laughing at some stupid movie .  

          I grabbed some scissors and ran to the bathroom . I don't deserve the stupidity from everyone . I deserve attention too ! But then I sat on the bathroom ground thinking . No , I really don't . I deserve to die here on the bathroom floor . Phoenix you are the lowest life out there and you need to take it upon yourself to end it .

            "Shut up . Shut up !!!" I cried out at my own thoughts . Why did I feel like this ? As I started to drag the scissors across my wrist tears fell from my eyes . Maybe your last name is Tears because you are such a fucking crybaby .

           Relief came to me minutes later , after I had stained my wrist red . I felt like eyes were being worn into my head , I just didn't know who from . That itself freaked me out enough to leave the bathroom and go sit on my bed , doing my geometry homework .

          Around three in the morning the sand man washed over me and I passed out .

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       Why was it raining ? Constantly , NewFucking Jersey was pouring rain . There's not even a lot of plants needing watering ever.  I looked up at the sky , lifting my arms . Why ? Stop making it rain unless its money , I basically prayed to God for it to stop raining . Did it stop ? No .

      A good five minutes later Alex came rushing out with her hair dryed , running to the bus . What was up with her lately ? She was just exhausted and had headaches constantly .

     "Phoenix c'Mon you might get a cold or some shit " she turned on the bus , grabbing my arm . I winced in pain but it subdued as we got to the back of the bus.  I took my usual seat in the back , and I could  see a bunch of kids climbing in someone's SUV . The car itself was bright red and beautiful . The people looked like they might stab the first person who said "Good morning" .

     Lost in my own thoughts I didn't even notice we had pulled up to the hell called high school . Some kid got up , his and around Alex . I hope he realized if he hurt her I would light him on fire and regret nothing .

      Some kid slipped while getting off the bus , and everyone laughed.  So I grabbed him up and walked with him .

      "Thanks . I'm a klutz" he said looking at me with baby doll eyes. 

      "It's okay to fall down sometimes . " I looked down at the floor , covered in shoe prints .

      "I'm Vic , btdubs". He actually said that outloud ? White girl attitude on a mexican , wow .

       "Phoenix" I said reaching out my hand . When he handed me his , I noticed the cuts ; looking back up at him I smiled . "Don't you usually drive to school ?".