Dr. Wallace: so you ready to finish off where we started??
Jasir: yes where did I stop at?
DR: Wallace about growing up with your father
*Jasir lays back on the couch and starts venting*
Oh the last thing I was saying was that My dad was full of shit he was in and out of jail and to be honest we would get happy ever time we saw them red and blue lights pull up for his ass because we knew he wouldn't harm us for a couple months and we could sleep in peace and not be worried. I felt like since I was the youngest I had to keep a wall build up and keep my gaurds up and pretend to be that tough ass kid no one fucked with on the block because I don't have time to be getting fucked over
Dr Wallace: what you mean ??
Jasir: for example I don't trust people and its hard for me to grow bonds with new people because in my past life as a child I had people come in and out my life filling my head up with lies so I just became a closed book.
I hate men shaking my hand or being to damn close to me like give me 59 feet my nigga
Dr.wallace: why is that??
Well when I was 9 my mother boyfriend use to play with me
And threaten to rape my younger sister if I tell and since I experience that I don't like being around men it makes me get very offensive
Dr.wallace: what about monroe
Jassir: he is not fully a man he is very feminine and josh and hustleman I grew up with so I'm comfortable around them but I'm on my drake shit no new friends
Dr.wallace: how do you treat your girlfriend? Well fiance
Jassir: I treat her with so much respect and love and care I don't fight with her or argue with her because I'm scared
Dr.wallace : scared of??
Jassir: I'm scared of turning into my father him and my mother fought 24/7 when he did get out of jail he will spit in her face and smack her around
Dr.wallace : I see your childhood was horrible but its never to late to fix yourself and become a better person
Dr.Wallace: tell me about your basketball games?
Jassir: I call them one on one time because I be play the boy that's inside of me
Dr.wallace: Explain?
Jassir: when I play basketball I against the teenage jassir the younger version of me, I might sound crazy bout it helps me vent beside these therapy session but jassir Jr told me that one day I have to be happy and let him go but it's going to be hard to doc because besides you he all I got
Dr.wallace: I hate to tell you but jassir Jr is right and the sad part about it one day you have to let me go and your past and jassir Jr is your past. So basically I'm here to help you let go *gives him a journal* write in this everyday
Jassir: man how is this going to help me
Dr.Wallace: its going to help you vent more and it makes you look less crazy 😂😂its better then talking to yourself. But we go to wrap up I'll see you in two weeks
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The Boy Inside The Man Part One
Short StoryThis book is about a young successful man around the age of 24 who pretend to be happy around his friends but he is damaged and hurt by his childhood past and trying to recover from these hurtful scars while His friends that he grew up with are ke...
