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unconventional sadness

Crying and crying and burning and dying and Connors asleep as Troye starts to weep and nothings making sense.

Fighting and fighting and hiding and lying and Connors in pain as Troye drowns in shame and everything's in vain.

Cheating and cheating hurting and dreaming of Connor forgiving and Troye attempts to keep living, and suicide becomes a brilliant escape.

Wishing and wishing as breaking seems fitting and Connors crying and Troyes trying and living becomes more chaotic.

Screaming and screaming, fleeting and freeing, and Connors afraid and Troyes insane and everyone starts to notice.

Laughing and laughing and crazily cackling and Connors dreading as Troyes fretting and simple thinking becomes unrealistic.

Now if nothing goes right and Connor lives in fright then what's the use of Troye besides causing the steady flow of tears that seem to soak them both?

No use, useless, the act of being not expected to achieve the intended purpose or desired outcome.

Interesting.

So, what's being implied, is that Connor is innocent and Troye is a nuisance and should both just slow down.

To slow down- moving or proceeding with little or less than usual speed or velocity- lack of speed.

Then Connor should stop crying and Troye should stop trying and maybe things will go back to normal.

So, now the question on everyone's mind, is what's wrong with Troye? Why is he the bad guy when both men should just learn how to slow down?

It's simple really, like a child's lullaby or 2+2. Troyes lost his mind, he's lost his ability, and his grip on reality.

Lost- unable to find ones way; not knowing one's whereabouts.

Maybe it's that Troyes lost his wits as Connors lost his dignity and last bit of self-confidence. Maybe two people who are lost and/or afraid aren't good together.

But if Troye has lost something, and Connor has also, then why is he the monster when Connor is just as bad?

I guess the only outcome is to say he's not, he's not the only monster in the story that is their lives.

A monster- an inhumanly cruel or wicked person.

A monster- Troye and Connor.

Reading and reading as hearts start breaking and tears are escaping and I bet you're confused.

You see, our minds can be dangerous, and as I use comparisons and an online dictionary to show case the most sad and unpredictable things- you're starting to believe that.

Words can be twisted and skipped and flipped but the ending will always be the same.

Unbearable, unconventional, sadness.

I doubt that surprises you.

Hope you enjoyed, and I'll see you next time.