An eventful past is shared between them, but they havent seen or heard from eachother in years. Why? What happened? Where did everything go wrong? Well, lets just say that both Heather and Kellin are as confused as you are right now.
~ COMPLETED ~
After saying goodbye to Kellin, I go back to my Doctor Who marathon. Alma comes home about half way through an episode and finds me sobbing. She's about to question it, but then she sees David wearing the blue suit of sex, and she completely understands.
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"FUCK ME HE IS SO ATTRACTIVE WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!" I squeal as I roll theatrically off the couch. "Ok even I can admit thats fucking hot." Alma confesses. I lift my face from the floor "AYYYYYYYY HANDS OFF FAM HE'S MINE!¡!" Alma laughs and rolls her eyes "Are you all packed for England tomorrow?" I sigh and turn full American "Yes mom!" Alma laughs harder "This is you we're talking about, if you didnt get reminded you wouldnt have packed until 5 minutes before the plane takes off!" I hold up a hand "Actually, thats completely wrong, because you gotta arrive at the airport at least half an hour early in case the flight is early gosh diddly darnit!" Alma sticks her tongue out at me "Whatever smart ass!" "Anyway, if you dont mind, Im gonna continue watching Doctor Who until I pass out a ridiculous time and then sleep until my alarm wakes up, telling me to get ready cuz I've got a country to visit." I explain before pulling myself up onto the couch again. Alma chuckles "Can I join you in your Doctor Who marathon?" I turn to her and pat the space beside me on the couch "Of course, but you probably wont hear the episode over my sobbing." "Thats what its like whenever you watch anything you love though! You tried to get me into JackSepticEye's Undertale series, but from the second he introduced the game you couldnt stop sobbing!" Alma argues, flopping down on the couch beside me. I nod thoughtfully "But then, that was Undertale, and Undertale is life." Alma gasps "YOU DIDNT MAKE POPCORN WHAT THE FUCK WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH HEATHER!?!?!?!?!" "Welp, I may have been too busy MESSAGING KELLIN FUCKING QUINN to make popcorn..." I smirk at her. Alma starts squealing "WHAT THE FUCK OH MY GOD TELL ME EVERYTHING!!!" I pass her my phone and let her read through the conversation I had with Kellin, because friendship goals, and she squeals again. "HE IS STILL SO INTO YOU OH MY FUCK THATS ADORABLE!!!" "You think he's still into me!?!" I question in outrage. There's no way he can still love me. Im me, for fuck sake. "Duh! He read your messages straight away, and when you didnt respond he went and messaged your best friend to check if you were ok! And, he is giving you subtle hints! He's saying he gets lonely a lot, and that is obviously because you arent with him! He wont accept the fact that he has made it, because clearly in his mind he hasnt, meaning there is still something he wants, and that something is you! He said he wanted to go to England too, but he only said that AFTER you said you were going, hinting that he wants to go BECAUSE YOU ARE GOING! He said he's been binge watching your videos, thats a kinder way of saying he's been hardcore stalking you for several days, because he misses you and just wants to hear your voice and see you smile! He briefly mentioned that he remembers your procrastination issues, meaning he has been thinking about you! And, he said goodbye to you twice, the second time in your signature way!" Alma explains. Oh. I'd never pieced all that together. Shit. I just shake my head and dismiss her justified statements, turning back to Doctor Who. There's no way he can still love me. I broke him apart, and broke myself in the process. Im still broken, and he has moved on, he has healed. They say that you cant love someone if you dont love yourself...if thats true, I'll be alone for the rest of my life. That makes sense. If he did catch feelings for me again, they would quickly disappear, because he would realize Im a mess stuck in the past. Nobody loves a train wreck.
