Why does it seem like when things start to get better for me, everything falls apart again? I've never really felt that my life has been worth a whole lot. I've tried so hard to get where I want to be, someone with friends, happy, and someone maybe worth loving and all, but I don't understand what I'm doing wrong.
I learned at a pretty young age that life isn't fair and that it never would be. I had already witnessed so much by then that I had kind of given up on ever really being happy. Countless times I have tried so hard to change my attitude towards it, but I find myself just turning right back around, running away from it all. I always seem to end up right back where I started. I don't know how to get out of this continuous loop of things.
I've made a mess of myself and I don't know how to fix it. I can't fix it more like it.
But that's who I am, the runner.
Jong Ki Wook, the girl that never stops running.
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Fanfiction"Have I always been this cowardly? Running from everything?" created: 160319 finished: --------- All Rights Reserved. Pleasekook
