feminine - joshler

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i picked out my most favorite pink skirt and slipped it on, making sure it wasn't too short from the last incident with josh. he's a fuckboy. brendon thought i was falling in love with him, but i would most definitely not fall for a fuckboy. he probably doesn't even like boys.

i finished getting dressed after taking a good look at myself in the mirror, slid my vans on and then left for school. i knew josh would try and get my attention some time today and i was determined not to give it to him. why would i give him what he wanted? he could get suspended if i told people what he did, but i'd never have the guts to do that. it was surprising nobody ever noticed what happened between us, well they did, but never thought anything of it.

brendon came rushing towards me and i rolled my eyes. yeah, he was my best friend but god he could get annoying.

"hey tyler!" he seemed quite cheerful for a gloomy morning.

"hey," i didn't want to spark up too much of a conversation because i knew he would bring up the one and only joshua dun. what a beloved boy.

"you okay?" i shrugged and he didn't respond, probably guessing i wasn't in the mood.

after a couple minutes that felt like hours i was walking through the doors of school. just walking through those doors is like they're sucking the spirit out of you. it seemed like a graveyard.

my eyes panned over to mark who was getting frustrated at his locker which by the looks of it, wouldn't open, i couldn't help but stifle a laugh. this was normal but yet always funny. i decided not to greet him and just went over to mine. i put in the combination, 18 left then pass the zero and go to 7 then 21, easy. but, messed the whole thing up by getting startled by a body slamming against the lockers next to mine.

"hey, kitten." the voice called, and i knew it was josh.

"go away." my voice came out almost inaudible, he kind of scared me. i couldn't stand up to him.

"you look so pretty though," he made a pouty noise and i sighed, glaring at him.

"shut up." he smirked when i said this, giving out a laugh.

"you're so hot when you're mad," he came a step closer and i saw brendon coming down the hall, hopefully he'll tell josh to fuck off.

"leave him alone, joshua." brendon crossed his arms and josh sighed.

"leave me alone, brendon." josh mocked him and it was a little funny, not gonna lie.

"josh, you're a fucking creep, always getting sexual or whatever you do with ty, just stop for today or forever?" josh gave him a look, but the red haired boy winked at me then walked away.

"thanks dude."

"it's not a problem," we started walking to language arts together, "did he do anything bad?"

"no, he was talking to me." what a relief.

"alright that's good, he really needs to back off. why does he always go for you?" i was a little surprised he didn't come back at me with his usual, 'i know you wanna fuck him' talk.

"yeah i guess."

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josh had really left me alone for the rest of the day, i was getting tired of him. but he wouldn't get tired of continuing his bullshit, which was obvious.

that was until i was in the bathroom. josh walked in as i was washing my hands, i put my head down. his dumbass walked up to me and put his hands on my hips. leaning in close to my ear, he started whispering things.

"you're gorgeous, baby boy." he pressed his lips down on my neck and started kissing it all over.

"s-stop!" i didn't sound intimidating at all, more like a pubescent child.

"but, tyler, i want to hear you moan," that sentence made me blush and i wish it didn't because it seemed to please josh. "i want you to call out my name while i suck your pretty cock."

i never thought josh would go this far and i felt like crying. he always told me these things and it made me feel dirty.

i felt his hand trail down to my ass and he squeezed it, i whimpered and felt completely vulnerable. why couldn't i just put my foot down and tell him no.

"j-josh please stop." he pulled his calloused fingers off my ass and i was dumbfounded that he listened. maybe he realized he'd gone to far? no he didn't. i know he didn't.

"fine, kitten. but i'll be sure to continue this sometime else." he gave that wink again, and it made my breath hitch, but i was never sure why.

i'm falling for joshua william dun, fuck.