I'm actually excited to get home. Maybe I'll pickup a job or find something small to do like babysitting. I had such a great time with Nash and meeting all of his friends . Taylor and Shawn are actually sweet . Nash has great friends.
"Alright babe, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning and we can go job hunting" Nash leans over the car seat and kisses me.
"I really appreciate it. You guys all did great this past week ! I'm really proud of you" I look away shyly and he smiles.
"Tomorrow at 11?" He offers and I smile.
"Sounds like a plan" I kiss him quickly before jumping out of the car winking at him.
He smiles before he focus's his gaze back onto the road . He drives off as I walk into the door.
I hear voices in the kitchen "hey grandma I'm home!" I walk to the sound of the voices.
"Get out" I stop dead in my tracks.
"Stiles get the hell out of my house!" I scream at the boy I once loved.
"Stella , let me explain"
"Explain what? There's nothing we need to talk about get out" I walk back into the living room pushing back tears. I search for my phone as I walk outside . I want to call Nash.
I check my pockets but I can't find it.
Shit I left it in his car. Perfect .
"Stella I changed. I miss you, I just wanted to know you were doing okay down here" Stiles walks out looking at me , his eyes soft.
I shake my head "no you won't ever change. Your a lying bastard . I fucking hate you stiles get the fuck away from me" Tears fall down my face. I begin to sob . He tries to touch me but I flinch .
"Don't you fucking lay your hands on me! Don't ever touch me again . You break everything you touch" I put my hands over my eyes . Maybe he will go away if I don't look long enough. I feel arms wrap around me.
"GET OFF OF ME! Get off!" I scream and begin to hit whoever is on me.
"Stella baby, it's just me. Let's go we can go to my house for the night" Nash's voice calms me down.
Stiles looks at Nash confused.
"Who's this ? Friend?" Stiles smirks.
"Boyfriend" Nash growls back at him. Stiles looks taken back . Nash turns us around and we walk to his car, he never lets go of me.
"Who is that?" Nash ask as he helps me into the car.
"My ex boyfriend , stiles" I wipe my tears. Nash closes my door and walks around the car getting in on his side.
I want to talk about everything that happened. I only told Nash some things back in Tennessee. Not everything. I don't even like thinking about it. The only person that knows what he did to me was my brother. He's obviously not around anymore.
"Can we go to the tree house?" I whisper looking out the window.
Nash looks over at me and gives me a sad smile "of course we can baby" he places his hand on my knee and rubs it gently.
I lay my head on his shoulder and close my eyes.
"We're here" Nash pats my knee , I smile slightly at him before hopping out of the car. We walk in silence to the big tree. I'm happy he doesn't ask what happened. I'm going to tell him, I just need a few minutes to collect myself.
He helps me climb the steps up into the tiny wooden house . I lay on the mattress and he lays down facing toward me.
"I didn't tell you everything he did to me" tears fall from my eyes quickly.
"Baby you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I know certain things hurt" he reassures me rubbing my side gently.
"He always hit me, I told you that. My brother Keaton use to be best friends with him. They were inseparable , we met the one day he came over my house and we just kinda hit it off from day one I guess. A couple months later we started dating . Then about a year ago, him and my brother got into the car, they were going to this end of the school year party . They were both drunk. Stiles came out okay but my brother died . He was in the back seat, they hit a tree and he passed out. They said he had a collapsed lung and he choked on his blood. I didn't blame stiles , he was there for me. But after my brother died he started to hit me more and he started asking for sex and when I wouldn't give it to him he broke up with me and sent these pictures of me sleeping everywhere. I was in my bra and underwear . I was so stupid back then" I shake my head and wipe my tears off, laughing a bit.
"Stella, all of that is in the past. You don't have to be embarrassed that he sent that picture around. Right now your with me and I'm with you and that's all that matters. If he comes around again you better believe I will kick his ass. I really care about you stell and I'm sorry you went through that" Nash kisses my head.
"Nash I care about you too" I smile , I cuddle into his shoulder and slowly fall asleep
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Truly Madly Deeply (Nash Grier)
Fanfiction"It was exhausting pretending to be so put together, so I left"
