I told you not to fall in love with me, Mikey Fusco. ~Fan Fiction~ **Completed**

sixteen

I opened my heavy eyes as my nap was interrupted by the door creaking open. I was used to it by now, random people coming in and out, so it never really startled me anymore. A smiled appreaed on my face when I saw Mikey's beautiful brown eyes glisten against the hallway light.

"Hey!"

He jumped at my voice, not expecting to here it so soon.

"Hey babe!"

"I did not think you were coming home till tomorrow."

"Got an early flight!" He answered with a warming smile.

Every day my body would look worst and worst. I knew he noticed by the way his beautiful eyes trailed over the disgusting thing I was living in.

I had large, dark marks all over my body. I was tired all the time. I did not eat or drink often which lead my body that was once meaty and full of muscle slowly turn to just bone with a thin layer of refrigerated temperature skin. 

Mikey slowly lent over the bed railing to kiss my crusty lips. I met his lips that made my whole body feel warm and special. He smiled into the kiss and released me so he can sit down on the chair next to the bed that only a few weeks ago, my father, that never attempted to make contact with me, sat in.

I loved Mikey more than anything in the world and missed him unimaginably but all I wanted right now was to be left alone and not bothered by anyone. I had no desire to be with anyone.

"Are you excited for your surgery? It's in two days." Mikey asked, finally breaking the silence.

"Eh, not really. I don't even know what they are doing. I'm kind of nervous." 

He nodded. "I am too. I'm praying that it all goes well. I know it will work. I have a strong feeling on this." His shinning white teeth showed as his lips flipped into a smile. His eyes lit up. Poor boy thought this surgery actually was going to work. I knew it was not going to work. It was a waste of money. A waste of time. But I promised Mikey that I would keep hope, so that is what I'm trying to do. For him, my mom, and "me."

"When does your music video come out? How did it go?" I avoided further conversation about the one thing I did not want to talk about.

"Ryder, I am not done talking about that. We will later. And it's going to be released to the fans in about a month or so. But if you want, you can see it. I can ask Layla if she can send it to me. It won't be the complete thing, but it's better than nothing."

"Yeah, I would like that." I smiled towards him.

"I better get home. I'll come by tomorrow, okay? I love you so much."

"Okay Mikey. I'm happy your home. I love you too."

He knelt over again, kissing my lips. I kissed back enjoying being able to kiss him again. He slid his tongue out, trying to intense the kiss. I moved my gentle head away.

"WHAT THE FUCK RYDER. I DON'T GET WHY YOUR DOING THIS. I'VE MISSED YOU AND YOUR ACTING LIKE YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT. WHY?" Mikey yelled, his newly tanned face turning bright red.

I let one tear fall from my eyes, and that was it.

"WHY AM I DOING THIS? I DONT FUCKING KNOW. honestly." I whispered the last word. I really did not know why I did not want to see anyone. Not even my mom.

His face softened as soon as he saw more tears that I regretfully let out of my eyes.

"I'm sorry baby."

He sat next to me on the bed and held me as I nazzeled my face into the crook of his next inhaling the smell that I always enjoyed.

"I'm sorry Mikey. I really am." I cried into his shoulder.

"Shh, it's okay Ry." He kissed the top of my head as we both drifted off to sleep.

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