My poems

Poem number one

I hurt my friend
I hurt my family
I hurt myself

I don't deserve to be here
I don't deserve to be alive
I don't deserve the friends I have

This is the end
This is the time
This is when I say bye

I hurt y'all enough
I hurt the ones I love
I hurt myself

I'm lost inside
I'm lost inside
I lost my mind

I'm sorry for what I've done
Im sorry that I've said what I did
I'm sorry for killing myself

I know that what I have done was necessary
I know that what I have done is for the right thing
I know hat me being gone has done y'all so much good

I think y'all won't miss me
I thought that y'all would be happy
I think that what I have thought is right

This isn't just for me
What I have done was for the good of everyone around me
This is the end for me and and my friendship and family

I'm sorry that y'all thought that this wasn't a good idea
But if anyone is reading this I knew it was
I bet no one has found this tho cuz I truly felt that no one cared for me

I know allot of y'all had said that y'all cared
But when I left no one thought of me and cared for me at all
I've been yelled at, screamed at, and hit long enough.

I had to go.
Now this is my final draft of all this
I never thought of killing myself but when I did
I thought of one person and one person only Countess
Countess stood there and tolerated me taught me the ways of handling allot
She I knew actually cared
She wouldn't leave me behind
She help me through so much
I loved her
I cared for her
I wouldn't let no one hurt her
If anyone hurt her I would snap there necks in thousands

I LOVE EVERYONE EVEN THE PEOPLE WHO HURT AND YELLED AT ME MY WHOLE LIFE BUT IF YALL MUST KNOW I CARE MORE FOR HANNAH COUNTESS AND TESSA FOR STAYING MY BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WORLD EVEN THO I CAUSED THEM SO MUCH PAIN. 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚💙💛💜💚❤️💙💛💜💚❤️