I don't know how I'll get out of this
I don't know how I'll return
I don't know how I'll get back to being
The man before the turn
I'm now the changed after the burn
I'm now the injured from the mistake
I'm now the casualty, inside of me
That's lying in my wake
I don't know which turn to take
I don't know what way to go
I don't know what force is taking me
But shake me head to toe
And please remove me from the flow
Cause I can't take the more of this
I'm so broken from this nothingness
This damage sending me adrift
I feel I forced upon this shift
This blow that tore my tote apart
Before this mess was beautiful
But not after restart
And ever since I crossed a part
That I'm not sure i surely reached
Every part of life's been draining me
And every part of me been leached
To take this heart and have it bleached
To take my mind and have it set
I need to open to the saviour
And let the perfect work his vet
Become as pure as I can get
Return to life before the fall
Why was I so blind to seeing
This was all part of his call
This for sure his master plan
This is how he let me know
That I was lacking in his presence
So fill me Jesus head to toe
For I am anxious God, no more
No more fear and no more pain
No worry about Tomorrow
For today's the day you reign
Lift my burdens to the ocean
Help me cast them out to sea
Take my hand and guide me to the love
That surely set me free
Show compassion that never left
And lead me into your embrace
I should have known you'd never leave me
Love me God, unending grace.