bulletproof love

one

forgot to say in the intro but this is a story about a girlxgirl love story and i personally think it is cute af so the next few chapters are just a bit of back story.

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in the most shortest space of time possible i feel like i have been through and experienced so much. some good some bad. i am out of that period of my life now unfortunately and i honestly wish i could come out of it saying that the good outweighed the bad, but i can't.

it all started the day that she came into my life. well not really the first time she was in my life because i can't really remember a day where she wasn't a name in my mind. but this day was the day that she came into my life for good, there was no way now that i could possibly forget her.

as soon as i saw her i knew we had a connection, i just didn't know what at that moment. our friendship grew over a few months finding out that we were similar and had many things in common which made us spend more time talking and hanging out despite not being at the same school. i had plenty of other people i knew with similar interests but i never felt a connection as strong as i did with her. i was conflicted as to whether this was a good thing or not since i have never really experienced a friendship like that before. after another few months i found out we were going to go to the same school. i was kind of nervous because all of her friends were going and she was the only one i had, i thought we weren't going to be as close and i got worried as i usually do. but luckily i was wrong and it actually brought us closer. i guess we had a lot of memories and fun times together as friends up until that one night, probably the most important night of my life to this day. 

she came over to my house that night and we just hanged out as we usually would and she also slept over. for some reason, i can't remember what but we were both sleeping together in my small tiny ass bed. i noticed that she was starting to fall asleep when i could help but see how truly beautiful she looked, it was kind of weird. i never had thought about her like that. sure, i admired her and i thought she had a great personality and was pretty attractive, just not like that. so that's when my brain decided to change my whole life forever... i poked her and said, "hey, if you don't wake up; i'll kiss you"

i don't even know what was going through my head but honestly it just felt right and i secretly hoped she didn't open her eyes. and my wish came true. my heart was racing, should i live up to what i said? 

fuck it, i leaned in and kiss her and i felt her body awaken to mine and to my surprise she kissed me back.

a/n

chapters for this book are gonna be generally short btw and if you are a homophobe or you hate on love please gtfo of this book and read some generic straight ass dylan o'brien imagines or something cause me don't care on your opinions. 

love your emo mosquito, layne x