i woke up having to run to the toilet to be sick, this wasnt as easy as i thought it would be. i wonder how keisha did it? This really isnt how i planned my life atall. i wanted a nice husband and a proper home for my new little family, maybe me and anton could still work? doubt it though he was happy with his girl i didnt wanna ruin that for them cause i know what its like when people interfer in your life. I was planning on staying in bed all day but i got a call off my boss:
MR Clarkson: hello Amber, im just ringing to give you the best of luck hope everything goes well!
me: thankyou mr clarkson, im on meterninty leave now. when do i come back?
Mr Clarkson: whenever you feel like it, your one of my best employees.
i started getting happy knowing i'd still have a job to look forward to, i really enjoyed my job and everyone in it. Anton rang me shortly after that call asking me what i was doing today, i told him nothing then he said he was gunna come round to see me. When he came round he handed me a envelope, i looked inside and it had bare money. i said thankyou but i didnt need hismoney:
Anton: well its not for you, its for our baby
i smiled at him then he felt my belly, the baby was starting to kick. i got to find out what it was tommorow and i was looking forward to it, maybe it was a boy if so i think i'd be able to cope but id love for it to be a girl. i wanted me and anton together so bad but i knew it wasnt going to happen, why should i get back with him anyway? he cheated on me he left me feeling bad/hurt. he sat on my bed with me talking to me and asking me if i remember this/that. we had some next deep convo after he said he missed me and wanted me back:
me: what about your girl?
Anton: what girl, we aint together your the one i want. i shouldnt have cheated little boys do that, i wanna look after my wife properly. i know i've messed up in the past but im gunna change promise you b, i just want 1 chance
me: anton i've missed you!
He kissed me on the lips then we sat in bed together, talking about the new baby we were having. keisha rang me asking me what i was doing and i told her in bed with my babe she sounded confused cause she didnt know who i was with she gathered shortly after.
NEXTDAY-
i woke up but anton wasnt next to me, my belly was getting huge now 4 months time and our beautiful baby will be here with us. We havent even started buying baby stuff yet, we wanted to find out what it was first. i got out of bed and started getting ready, i could smell breakfast and it was starting to make mefeel sick. i dont know why but i missed my mum like mad! we did everything together when keisha was in prision, i looked after kiana and tyler when my mum got hooked on drugs. We were bankrupt and we had people coming to our house to take everything away from us, lucky me went to get a job. I helped us all i gave my mum money i payed all the bills and debts, she didnt really get to say thankyou but i knew she would have. me and tyler had the same dad but keisha had a different dad, me and tyler were still trying to find our dad but we couldnt? we didnt know if he was dead or alive he didnt wanna get in contact with us our mum said but im guessing she was lying cause i found letters, saying he really wanted to see us and he couldnt wait to see us 2 his beautiful 2 kids. I walked downstairs then saw anton there, he was making eggs and toast for us. i hugged him then kissed him on his lips, i didnt know anton could be so sweet to me.
He drove me to the hospital for our scan in his car, it smelt fresh but i started feeling sick all the same so we had to stop a few times. i was feeling nervous i dont know why but i guess this is all new to me so i would be, anton held my hand tight then the nurse called us in. she put some jell thing on my belly and started pressing down,
Nurse: Would you like to know what it is?
Me: yes please
Nurse: Little boy.
i started smiling, anton kissed me on my lips again. i was happy, i texted keisha then i started texting all my friends everyone was happy for me cause they were waiting for me and Anton to have a baby and to fine out the news, i told everyone we were having a boy and they were excited for us. when we got back to the flat he started kissing me softly:
anton: " im glad we got back together uno b, i love you and i dunno why i split up with you"
Me: " me too I love you more"
I walked into the bathroom then ran my bath, anton came in and watched as i stepped in the bath; he kept staring at my belly seeing how big it was getting. I smiled then had a nice soak in the bath, This was defo my chance to start new and have a child with the man i love!
Anton: "b, i've gotta go out init" i'll come back later yeah?"
Me: " promise?"
Anton: "Promise b , just relax and take it easy init. Dont want you under any stress init, Want you and my son to be safe yeah"
Me: " yeah okay b"
he kissed my lips softly then left. I sat in the flat quietly waiting for him to come back, i must have fell asleep at one point cause i was sat in bed and anton was next to me sleeping. The baby was kicking me and it was killing me! i got up slowly and tried not to wake anton but i failed, my belly was huge and obviously i woke him up. He sat up in bed-
Anton:- " Where you going"
Me:- " toilet go back to sleep its late"
Anton:- " hmm"
He fell asleep instantly while i walked downstairs, i sat on the chair when i could hear vibrating. I didnt know what it was untill i stood up and realised it was anton's phone, i answered and a girl spoke. She hung up straight away when i asked who she was, that was strange.. i decided not to tell him about the phone call, his phone was locked so i put it back in the chair and got some water. I walked back upstairs and got back into bed, he was fast asleep by this point so i let him sleep; i couldnt get back to sleep i kept thinking about who i just spoke to on the phone, surely he wasnt cheating on me he loved me and i loved him !! i sat in bed for half the night thinking about it..
Nextday-
i started getting proper pains in my stomach, they were getting stronger and stronger and i didnt know what these pains were. Anton just said he was kicking me but i guess it seemed more serious cause when i went toilet there was blood, i didnt want to take any risks so i asked anton to drive me to the hospital. When we got there we had to wait for 3hours untill we got seen to, they advised me to stay in overnight which is something i really didnt want to do:
Anton:- " b you have to"
Me:- " i cant i dont like hospitals, i cant stay over night anton"
Tears began to form in my eyes, anton could see i really didnt want to stay but i guess i had to not for my sake and the babies sake, i wanted to keep/protect him so i had to stay in hospital. Anton went back home and got me some clothes, i really didnt want to stay in here but since i had my iphone i figured i'd be okay. They did bare tests on me and stuff over night to see if the baby was okay, they said the bleeding was cause i wasnt eating fruits and stuff, it didnt worry me cause i knew i could change that. The next day when i got home keisha was at mine, she was happy and she had a bag full of stuff for me. I smiled at her then sat in the main living room with her, we started having some big discussion about what its going to be like for me.. i was shitting it! anton sat with me and held me in his arms
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Undercover sket (Keisha's tale)
Ficção GeralEveryone's hard on keisha she hates life but when her real mum comes and takes her out the carehome everything's going right in her life