I miss you x2

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POV OF MATTEO:

I woke up so confused. I had the weirdest dream. Jada had kissed me and smiled then she ran away, then the room became pitch black, I couldn't see anything. I started to chase after her while calling her name then a bright light came on in the distance and it was showing figure of a guy. "Matteo?" It was the sound of my dads voice. I started to run to him but he was just standing there. Right before I get a chance to see the guy's face, I wake up.

"I'm telling you mom, something is up. It's the third time I had that exact same dream this week." She looks over at me with a sympithetic face. "Honey it's just grief. Once you get over your father's death it'll go away." Why does she always do that? She always shuts me down, like what I say doesn't matter and it'll never make any sense. "No mom really, som--" "Do you want to go see a therapist then?" A THERAPIST? OH MY GOSH LADY. "No I'm fine. Just forget I said anything" I put both earbuds in my ear, turn the volume all the way up, grab my bag and leave.

As I'm walking down the sidewalk I see Jada. She has a blank look on her face. I take out one earbud to start a conversation with her and I can hear her music blasting out of her earbuds so I tap her. She turns around and as soon as she sees me, she hugs me. "I'm glad you're coming to school today." She is about to cry. I can hear it in her voice. She takes the earbuds out her ears and we start to walk and talk. I figure she's still with Rizvan so I don't bring up the other day but then I remember hearing about his brother. "Oh My Goodness, Kyle. Um when you see Rizvan can you tell him I'm sorry for his loss. I heard about it while watching the news trying to hear more about my father." "Oh yea sure. I don't think he is coming to school today but I'm going to his house after school today anyway so I'll let him know." "So are we gonna talk about what happened at school last week?" She puts back in one earbud. I don't think she wants to talk about it. "I just think we all should just forget about it. You guys are already going through so much. Fighting over me is not worth it." "He's fighting for you, I'm fighting for what I love." She gets quiet and puts her other earbud back in and blasts her music again. I guess I really did loose everyone I care about. I miss her.

POV OF RIZVAN:

At School

I'm sitting in the nurses office trying to get some sleep. I want to sleep for a while, for a long time. She turns off the lights for me and closes the door. She can do that because the bell to go to class hasn't rung yet so she technically isn't open. I'm woken up by someone outside knocking on the door. She slightly opens the door and sticks her head out. "I'm here for Rizvan." That sounds like Jada's voice so I tell the nurse "Oh that's my girlfriend, you can let her in." I guess the nurse wanted us to be alone together so she left. I sit up and Jada sits next to me. "Hey, are you ok?" "I'll be fine" I take her hand in my hand. Everything about her is just so perfect and I would hate to hurt a girl so broken. "I love you. I've never said that to anyone before but it's different with you. Your always there for me. I want you to come with me." She drags her hand away. "Come with you? To where?" I look her into her eyes. "I don't want to end things with you, and I don't want a fake long distance relationship. I want you with me. I'm going to go live with my grandparents for a while in Philadelphia. Just think about it please?" She gets up and walks towards the door. "Matteo wanted me to tell you he gives you his condolences and he's sorry about your brother." She walks out the door. I lay back down. I want to sleep for a while, for a long time.

POV OF JADA:

"Can you believe him? One second he's like 'babe I love you' and the next he's like 'babe I'm leaving you.' This is complete bull and he doesn't deserve me." "Exactly." I'm in second hour now and I'm talking to Lidia about the problem I'm having with Rizvan. "Why would I say that though. He's going through a lot and I don't blame him for just wanting to run away." She narrows her eyes and stares into my soul. "He still doesn't have a right to try to take my best friend away from me." " Your right but still--" "But still nothing, that nigga ain't got no right to do that. Ima have to talk to him cause I would hate to see my girl unhappy without her best friend." Exavier leans over and gives Lidia a kiss on her neck. I'm glad that one of my friends are happy. "He's sensitive. When I broke up with him last year he left the school for two weeks" Aaliyah added to the conversation. Nicole was looking in her camera fixing her hair, "Yeah, plus Kyle was well loved. Maybe you should just go with him and stay for a little while so he knows you care for him but other things are important as well." We all looked over at Jakob. It was his turn to talk; everyone tries to help when someone was in a problem. "I think you should just do what you want and what you think is best." The bell rings and they all wait a second for my answer. "I'm gonna stay. I don't even think my mom would let me go. There was nothing to really think about."

I walk out of class and Lidia, Exavier and I usually walk together because Lidia has art which is right next to drama, and Exavier has gym which is down the hall from the drama room. But today we were all going to check up on Rizvan. We're about to walk down the hall to go to the nurses office and we see Rizvan talking to Matteo. What the hell were they talking about? All I see next is both Matteo and Rizvan look at me, stop talking, and walk separate ways. The bell rings so Lidia and Exavier head to class. Rizvan walks over to me and says "I know what happened between you and Matteo." At that point I'm heated. "HOW THE ACTUAL FUCK--" He takes my hand and puts it against his face. "I don't care what you do for other people or what you do to other people as long as your with me I'm happy, so I won't go. I won't leave you."

POV OF RIZVAN:

After School

I text Saf and tell him to walk home with Jada cause I left school early. I know I told her I was staying but I'm still contemplating on if I should. I didn't cancel my ticket yet and I didn't pack my bags either. I can either cancel or pack. I lay down on the bed. I've been staying in the shed since Kyle died. I feel like he'll just walk right in and complain about the mess.

I end up falling asleep. I wake up to sound of the shed opening. "Rizvan? Your mom told me you were in here." I take everything off the bed, throw it in the suitcase and put the suitcase under the bed. "Yea, I'm up here." She starts coming up the steps. God how can I leave her. "I think I just wanna cuddle for today?" She puts down her bag. "I agree." She walks over to the bed and lays on the right side with her back turned to me. I lay on the left side with my arm around her pulling her towards me.

We both ended up falling asleep but I woke up cuz I felt my phone buzzing. It was my alarm to leave and catch my plane. I locked my phone and put it back in my pocket and put my arm back around Jada. But I couldn't. I got up and took my bag from under the bed. I filled it up with random close and walked downstairs and out the door. I haven't even left yet and already, I miss her.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------So what do you guys think about how I did the story this time? Do you like how I had more than one person's POV through out one chapter / one day? And btw sorry it took so long. I'm really trying my best to keep up. All this week I have State / Standardize testing and I have to practice piano. I really appreciate everyone who reads my book and waits for the next chapter. Thanks for reading XD

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