A walk into Deppression( short story base on real life)

( BEFORE YOU READ THIS ITS BASED ON TRUE STORY AND THEIR IS A SUICIDE NOTE THAT MY FRIEND WROTE)

I sit there and look out the window.  Looking up at the sky knowing my parents are in heaven looking down out me. I take a deep breath as I look down out  the window and know the train will be here soon.

I know i have to do this. I will be happy allot better. I won't have to suffer anymore.

I took a deep breath As picked up my phone I type this message.

'' U were very nice!!! thx for all the fun talks and all the fun we had''.

I'm suffering from depression and finally cracked.   :'(  There are train tracks behind my house

and i'm going to commit suicide and jump in front  of it. . . . . Don't feel bad cuz I want to.

I will miss you''-  Blake

I sent out a massage txt to many people.

I got over 50 txt messages back and I started to cry. I types back i'm sorry but Goodbye. 

I put my phone down on the table and looking at the time it was 3:53 pm. The train comes at 4:00 pm.

I took a deep breath and put a cross around my neck and walked out side to the back and standed by the tracks.

At 3: 59 I heard the train horns and them on the tracks. I know it was coming and I start thinking. and said '' Goodbye friends. . . . .Goodbye family. . . .I'll miss you''. I felt a tear come out my eye.

I seen the train in the distance. I kiss my cross on place it back on my chest. 

3. . . . .2 . . .1 I close my eyes and step on. Its was fast. It hurt at first but I slowly became still.

I ended it. I felt all my pain go away. All the stress was gone. Nothing was holding me down. I seen my self being lifted. I looked down and seen my body as I got higher and higher.

Everything turned white and I was wearing white as I entered a big gate. I then saw my mom and dad. They was smiling and held their arms open.  I was happy i ran into there arms and started to cry. ''I loved you mom'' I cried. I love you to Blake''. . . .'' I missed you'' her soft voice spoke

Over the days I watched down over my friends and family. The cried and cried for me. i felt sorry but 

but They will be happy soon. I will be remembered for a while. I watched them at my funeral. I watched them at home cry at night. I but them through hell but I am happy now and soon thwy will be happy to.

Weeeks went by and some people still  cry for me. My step mom crys at night now and she misses me dearly. 

After months and years People slowly forgot about me expect for a couple of people. Every year on ausgest 12 people but flowers by the traintracks and the pray for me.

I was 15 years old and will be miss. Goodbye <3 <3 

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My friend blake killed his self augest 12, 2013 at 3:50 pm. he jumped in front of a train. I cry everynight and I hope it will get better. i miss him alot and I know he is happy in heaven with his mother. 

R.I.P Blake