****** This part may be a little graphic so skip through if you have a weak stomach for bloody things****** *Lexia's P.O.V.*** After every cut was a cry of pain. Blood rushing down my arm, blade in my hand. 'What am I doing' I think. I sit the blade back in the kitchen, wash my arm and get my laptop. I get on Shane Dawson's channel and begin watching. This man can make me happy after I do something like.... what I just did. I'm a 24 year old girl with long brown hair and brown eyes. I'm definitely not the skinny model type and I'm at least 5''6. He would never date a girl like me. He probably won't want to date anybody after his nasty breakup with Lisa. Turns out she was using him for views. Which she lost a lot of subscribers for doing that. (btw I have nothing against Lisa it just fits the story. I actually love her) So I'm on my laptop when I get an email. I open it and my jaw drops. *****Email****** Hey Lexia this is Shane's producer and he saw your tweet and thought you were really funny and cool 'Shane thinks I'm funny and cool?' so he would like to meet up with you at Starbucks tomorrow at 2:00. Just email me back and I'll let him know. Thank you. Sincerely, Lauren Schnipper. Omg Is this actually happening? Am I actually going to meet my hero who is also the hottest YouTuber on the planet? I email back, shut my laptop and jump up and down. All the worries in my head go away and I actually feel happy for once. "I'm going to meet Shane Dawson!!!!" I yell really loud in my house. Oops. I just start laughing. I change and go off to bed. I fall into a deep, happy sleep ***The next day*** I wake up and look at the time: 1:30. "Shit!!" I say. I run into the bathroom and hop in the shower. I get out and blow dry my hair. I run into my room grab a bra, some undies, and grab a plain black t-shirt, some skinny jeans, and my red converse. I quickly get dressed, throw on some make up and grab my bag. I'm out the door by 1:55. I get to Starbucks and sit down. I look up and there he was. Walking up to the door. God he's even more sexy in person. I think. He gets to my table. "Hi it's nice to meet you I'm Lexia" I say. "Hi it's nice to meet you too" He says. "I love your videos." I say. "Gurrrrrl you know it" he says in his Shananay voice. I laugh. "So I was wanting to know if you wanted to be in one of my videos?" he says. I gasp. "Omg I would love to!!!" I say. People start staring. Shit I'm fangirling. "Um I mean yeah shure dude that'll be cool." I say. He laughs. "Give me your phone." He says. I hand him my phone and he puts his number in. As he hands me my phone back my sleeve rolls up and my cuts are showing. He grabs my arm. "What is this?" he asks. "Oh that's nothing... um.... my cat scratched me that's all." I say. "Those are not cat scratches." he says. "Why do you do it?" he says. "I really don't wanna talk about it here." I say rolling my sleeve back down. "A beautiful girl like you shouldn't do this." he says. Shane Dawson thinks I'm beautiful? I think. "We'll talk about it tomorrow ok?" he says. "Oh and by the way" I say. I hug him. "Thank you for saving my life." And thank you for watching and saving mine." He says. "Call me tomorrow ok?" he says. "I will." I say. So we exchange byes and leave. I get home and plop down on my bed and smile. I fall into another deep, happy sleep.
