Unwanted- A Felicite Tomlinson Fanfic

Part 27

When I came downstairs no one was around. Where is everyone? I looked around trying to find anyone at this point. I didn't want to go find my sisters for the sake of disturbing them in their sleep. But back when Louis lived with me he always was the first one up in the house. He was extremely hyper. I was correct when I saw Louis and the other boys in the kitchen. I was about to call out to them when I heard them mention my name.

"Look, she's been through a lot. We need to help her feel more comfortable. I believe she has trust issues and we have to show her that we are good people. Just be careful what you say." Each boy was listening intently and nodding their head as a response. I quickly ran up the stairs and back to my room, not wanting them to know I had just heard every word that they had spoken.

About five minutes later I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I thought it would be Louis or one of my sisters so I was shocked when I saw Zayn. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Well... I was thinking we could go to the amusement park today with the other boys if you'd like." He said.

I could tell he was pretty unsure about asking me this. I almost saw fear in his eyes. His question took me aback. Amusement park? Had I even been to one before? I know the twins haven't and I don't think I or Lottie have either. What was it like anyway? Was it scary? But I didn't want to upset him. He looked nervous asking my this simple question. "Ok." Was all I said. I saw relief go throughout his body and his muscles relax.

"Great! Come on down when you are ready for breakfast. Harry's making you a few things." I only nodded. I hoped Louis hadn't told them about anything. But he obviously had to tell Harry about my eating disorder so that he would understand when I ate the same things as him every single day.

I felt a bit out of place as I hopped in the shower for a quick wash. The whole bathroom was as big as my room was back at home. It was very large for a bathroom. So I used  the loo and took a shower, trying to get used to which was hot and which was cold. When my shower was done I put on the makeup that I got from the mall. I honestly didn't know why I put on makeup. I was still ugly with it. It's not like I could make myself look like a model like Lottie...

I dressed in jeans and a simple shirt with some tennis shoes after googling what to wear to amusement parks. I brushed through my tangily hair. It was utterly disgusting. I hated to use heat on my hair to dry it and I had time to air dry it so I just hoped and prayed that it dry to what it looked like right now, after being combed through a bit. I decided to head down for breakfast.

When I got downstairs Harry gave me my plate. It consisted of toast and a banana. Good enough for me. Oh and I had a glass of water. All the other boys were happily munching down on their bacon and pancakes, Daisy and Phoebe with their sugary bowls of cereal, and of course Lottie with her big stack of pancakes. But I was proud of my piece of toast and banana. Maybe this would actually work.

When breakfast was over my hair was dried and I went upstairs to brush my teeth and hair one last time. Then I went back down, ready to go to the amusement park. I hoped it would be as good as everyone said it was.

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Hey guys so school has started for me :( I'm in high school and it kind of sucks. Everyone is all like "What? You don't like high school!?" And I'm like "Yeah, why is that such a big deal?" But yeah so I have like TONS of work and I get home and I'm like sooo tired and I never feel like updating anymore and this was just a stupid filler chapter and sorry about that. :c But next week they will be at the amusement park having a blast and stuff so just bear with me here and try to be patient. I wish I could update more often but I'm just so exhausted and have like so much to do. Yup ok that's pretty much it.

Oh and it's only Saturday and this isn't supposed to come out till Sunday but I try to pre-write it and stuff so I can relax on Sunday and just press the publish button but I just accidently pushed it so there you go, a brand new part early! ^~^