By most people i'm recognized by the name Shadow or It. No one really knows my name really, but one man does. He used to be my doctor when i was a young child. My parents would take me to him, almost everyday. The check ups wasn't great as they show it in the movies or on YouTube. They.......were different. Its was bad different. They would do things, which most say are done in hell. The doctors didn't make me feel better.
Aren't they suppose to make you better and not worse?
They screwed me up big time and i hate them for it.....but they woke up the side of me i've never known existed. After months of going to them i couldn't feel anything. When i say anything...i really meant it. I couldn't feel any emotions. I couldn't feel the slightest touch on my skin. Hell....I couldn't feel a cut, stab, slap, punch, nor water that would touch my skin.
I could still see, taste, and smell. But they..... weren't the same anymore. All the food that sat in front of me.... i couldn't smell it. I couldn't actually taste it. It was nothing. The taste wasn't there. It was like eating air -nothing-. Some of the doctors even smiled at my reaction to the new feelings i had. I felt as if i was a lab rat. My parents didn't pay any attention to me at all.
Then... why are they taking me to the doctor?
I would watch my grandmother cry and begging them not to take me back to the doctors but they would push her aside and drag me to the car. I couldn't cry. All i felt was anger raging inside of me. I watched my grandmother stand in the drive way mumbling something while waving her finger, pointing it towards my parents. We drove away and she just stood there mumbling something.
After every appointment i would feel different.
About a month later i grew so tired of being a lab rat. My mind was going crazy. I felt as if someone was living in the inside of me. I felt as if I'm being controlled by someone else. I...... snapped.
I was laying in the the bed at the hospital waiting for the doctors. The door opened and it was my grandmother. She was smiling and she sat beside the bed smiling at me. "I won't be here long my angel. I know you've been through hell right now. You've lost all your emotions. Its time for you to meet the others. Its time to snap." With that she kissed my forehead and walked out smiling at me.
At that moment, i knew what i had to do......kill
Kill rang through my mind.
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Murderer
Fantasy"Never mistake my silence for weakness. No one plans a Murder out loud." The moon shined down through the window into the dark room. Shining through the curtains, giving the room some light that it desired. There stood a shadow holding a blade in th...
