Happy endings thinking about this word tears fall down my cheeks...there is never a happy ending to all the love stories in the world.
The one who made the word Trust would be definitely crying when he encounter people breaking hearts of other by saying trust me baby i love you.... while they don't.
My mind is full of confusions, regression and word that i don't know how they came in my mind. May be this time i am more hurt than earlier. Well, why won't be I? Trusting someone more than my life and getting cheated in turn for god knows how many times. May be this is a punishment for me to let another people control your life.
All of a sudden a question hit in my mind.
Why?
Why people love?
How can we love others when we are not able to love yourself?
If i had loved myself i won't be crying like hell now..
But what happened was my mistake. I will keep myself from this bubble of love. Everything we watch in movies are just cute little stories written by people living in this bubble of love. Stories have happy ending but when we finally face the really everything seems to be useless. We feel like this world is not real. Life is full of mean, selfish people.
Don't know why this reality hit me hard. I get nothing after caring loving and trusting people. This is not the first time i am hurt by broken trust my friends my family used to do this all the time. But this time i am broken by someone i care for the most.
×FLASHBACK×
"Amme don't trust people blindly" my bestfriend tried to convince me with her words. She used to say this all the time.
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Remembering those words i feel like a hell..a burden to this Earth..to my family...to everyone.
But why am i blaming myself.? The only mistake i did is loving someone from my heart and trusting someone.
But after a year of thinking this and regretting i found only one thing.
And that thing is Love yourself and trust yourself. Only then you can make sure that these mean people do not eat you up with their cruelness.
You will not have a happy ending in each chapter of your life.
A little change in your way of thinking will change your life.
