I tried to to push back my feelings , but could stand it any more, the voices in my head where saying "Jump, jump jump..." They said it with a banging anger. I cried up blood when I fell....I wanted to visit my dream world, but no more nightmares called reality.
I heard the sirens, I heard the gasping Before my deep sleep, it helps if I was dead by then, but no I was laying on the cold hard ground, with horrible regret.
