Kelsey's closet: Lesbians

Turning heads

It's December 15th, Everyone's ready to finally leave for Christmas break, except me. I'm so lonely when we go on break, it's like my life is pointless when I'm alone.

Everyday I try to think of ways to tell my family and friends my sexuality, but nothing comes to mind. I want people to know me, not think they know me. Life is hell.
I went through my lunch line grabbing the same things I've been eating everyday for the past 3 years in high school.
I walked towards the same table I've been sitting at for 2 years. Melanie and Lana sat there gossiping, like usual.
"Hey have you heard about the new girl?" Melanie said.
"Yea I heard she's a total Dike". My stomach turned as I heard those words. I can't fathom what they would say if they found out about me, they'd probably abandon me, and I'd go back to being the same loser I was in 9th grade.
As soon as I picked up my spoon, I heard Lana whisper then point towards the cafeteria door. There stood a blonde haired girl, she had brown eyes, along with the sexiest smile. I took a deep breath and quickly looked away, red was rushing to my face, hitting my forehead draining down to my chin.
"Wow she's..really pretty" I blurted out.
"Omg Lexi, she looks like a hobo."
I rolled my eyes and turned back towards her, but she seemed to have disappeared.
"I bet she fucks other girls"
"Well you did call her a dike..." I said.
"What? Oh yea." Lana smirked.
The bell rang and I got up and threw my uneaten lunch away. As I walked to my next class, I saw her. I walked quicker trying to avoid eye contact, looking down, I bumped into something. Black vans at my feet, I looked up and saw her. "Oh sorry about that! It's my first day and I'm trying to find 5th period math." Her face was even more exquisite up close. I smile.
"Oh. That's alright! I'm actually heading there right now. You're more than welcomed to follow."
Why would I say that. I'm so shy I can't even tell my mom that her cooking is amazing.
"Thanks! What's your name?"
"Lexi, and yours?"
"Kelsey, but you can call me Kels."
"Kels...I like that."

We eventually reached math and we parted ways. I walked to my seat and sat down, facing the black board that has been horrible misused over the years. I sit all the way in the back, which is an advantage, since I don't partially participate in much.
As the bell rings, I hear feet shuffling and papers gathering.
The bell rings.
"ok class, we have a new student today, this is Kelsey Way."
Kelsey does an awkward smile, and makes eye contact we me. I blush.
The teacher scans the room, he sees an empty seat next to me and points there. "Oh! There! You can have a seat next to Lexi!"
Kels gets even more excited and smiles at me. She makes her way towards me and takes a seat, not moving her eyes from mine.
"I guess we're seat buddies now!" She gushes.
"Haha I guess we are."
As Mr. Lopez talks about something that I don't care about, I scan Kels attire.
She sits up straight while wearing a "My chemical Romance" shirt, must be a band. Her nails painted black, along with black skinny jeans showing the tone in her legs. Kelsey glances at me, I very quickly look away and I hear her tear a piece of paper off of her notebook.

About half of a minute later a piece of paper shows up on my desk. I look up and very quickly take it, being cautious of the teacher looking.
"Hey you're really cute"
I read over the words more then a hundred times, feeling warmth through my body every time.
"Thanks, so are you." I write, then slowly pass the paper back to her.

"Wanna come over after school today?"
"LOL Maybe ;)"
The bell rings and I look up, she's gone.