moving on ☆ (sequel to msbfbf)

Chapter 4

Ellie's POV

" Im not going and you cannot make me!" I exclaimed my head slightly not buried in my pillow.

"Ellie, you sound like a child." Eleanor responded.

I rolled my eyes. She never understood anyones feelings and she never will.

If I did go, maybe I could get some answers... Maybe he would finally explain why he was being such a dick head.

"If I go will you all shut up?" I asked quite rudley.

"Yes, yes we will." Perrie responded.

I sighed and stood up slowly, still contemplating if I should back out now.

Harry's POV

I sat in the small white hospital room. I didn't want to be here, and I didn't need to be here. Unless doctors can fix a broken heart. But no they can't now, can they?

This was all hitting me hard like a tone of bricks. I let one of the best things that ever happened to me go. I just let her leave...

We've gone through the toughest things together. But we always managed to find our ways back to each other, because what we had was real. It was true love...

My thoughts were interrupted by a noise. I looked up...

"Ellie?.." I asked.

"Hi." She said sounding rather annoyed.

She walked towards a chair and dragged it beside the bed.

"I thought you weren't going to come?" I said.

"I wasn't going to." She mumbled.

There was a long silence. So I decided to say something.

" I know I acted like a complete jerk. But I want you to know im sorry." I said.

"Sometimes sorry isn't enough, Harry." She responded.

"Im trying my best here!" I exclaimed.

"Really? Is that why you let me leave? IS THAT WHY YOU LET MY HEART SHATTER!?!?" She shouted.

"And is that why you made me think you l-loved me?" She asked quietly.

By now she was practically swimming in tears. I now had realized just how much I hurt her...

"I loved you Ellie, and I still do... I never meant to do that to you. I don't want to see you hurting..."

"Then what the fuck did you think you were doing when you acted like that?!?" She asked.

" I was just having a bad day. Tessa was pissing me off, and I was thinking about the wedding and I got nervous and I just acted like a dick. Im sorry, ok?"

"That's still no reason to treat someone who did absolutely nothing to you." She said.

I stayed silent. She was right.

"I just thought that maybe you would have come back for me when I left. I thought that maybe you would fight for me. Because I would have done that for you. Why? Because I love you, and i thought you felt the same as me." She said.

She silently stood up and walked towards the door.

"Ellie! ELLIE! Don't leave! " That was all I managed to say before she was out of sight...

Ellie's POV

I ran as fast as possible down the long white hallways. I ran and ran until I found the exit door.

It isn't fair! Why did I have to be so affected by him!?!? He let me leave, not the other way around. Why do I always go back to him?! Every fight, I always go back! Im practically breaking my own freaking heart!! I should have known this would happen, but I melted at the fucking sight of him. I new his world moved to fast and burned to bright, I knew that he would break my heart, because I knew he was a player.

I kept running and running until I reached my car. Coming here by myself was a bad idea. I threw the car door open and plumped down into the seat. I couldn't control the tears, they just kept pouring out. There was no controlling it anymore.

I knew he had cheated on me. Why else would there be some random girls phone number on the fridge. Does he at least have the decency to kept it out of sight. He completely left the number out of why he acted the way he did. I could tell he was avoiding it.

I screamed in frustration and pounded my fists against the wheel.

I only knew one thing at this point. Im officially done with Harry Styles.