Heaven Is My Burden

The Beginning

My name is Cyra Kagmine.
I don't like people or being around them for that matter. I rather die than be around them the only person I wouldnt mind is my friends. I'm not human...I'm a fallen angel. I'm stuck in this hell called Earth. I didn't do anthing or deserve coming back down here. My dad killed me so I died and went to heaven. I wanted to stay in heaven but I wasn't able to. Fuck this God dammed world. I wish I could die again, but guess what fallen angels can't die again they have to stay intill God wants them to come back. It's been six years since I came back and I go to school and I'm 15 years old.

" go ahead and hit cause you know my determination is unstable"Aki my friend sings as we walk home together she lives next to me " cause I'm made of looove~"Aki finishes her song. I sigh "what's wrong Cyra"she says with concern in her voice."nothing I'm fine....don't worry" I say as we get to our house "do you think we can hang out tomorrow?" Aki says. "uhhh...um...let me ask my mom" I say Aki nods and goes into her house after saying goodbye. I walk into my house and lock the door. I don't have parents they died...well....they got murdered. One died and the other killed himself.

~Next Day~
It's Saturday I usually stay inside and do nothing. *Knock knock* I get up and open the door. " HI Cyra-chan" Aki was there with a huge smile. "So what did your parents say? Can we hang out?" She says as I see her eyes are begging that I say 'yes they did'. "T-they uhh...said yes" I say I didn't want her to get said that's the last thing I want. Aki's eyes widen '
" REALLY!?!?! YAY!!!!!!!" She was happy. "So what do you want to do?" I ask. "Let's go to the park" Aki says as she grabs my hand and starts to walk to the park. Im already used to her dragging me places. I keep my eye out for demons they like to try and kill me. I cant be killed but I can feel pain. We get to the park and Aki runs to the swings and sits in one and I sit in the one next to her. Damn this sun its to bright...."hey Cyra do you see that little girl getting picked one " Aki says snapping me out of my thought and I look to where she's pointing. I see a little girl with Brown hair and she's crying. I get up and walk over to her and she's surrounded by boys who are calling her name's "why are you so small" one of the boys say "Your a little bitch" the other one says. "You should DIE!!!!" the one In the hoodie says. 'Oh hell no' i mumble. I walk over to the girl "hey don't pick on her unless you want me to call you bad words" i say. Only two of them run away the one in the hoodie speaks " why are you sticking up for her she's worthless" the little girl starts to cry. "No......your the one who is worthless your trash for calling her worthless thats rude and mean...." I say as I grab the girls hand and walk with her to Aki. "Awwww you stood up for her" Aki says and stands up. "My Mom called I have to go home sorry see you tomorrow" Aki says as she runs off. I growl " ummmmm...m-miss?" The little girl says. I look at her "yea? And please call me Cyra". " oh..ok...Cyra...my name is Lilly..." Lilly says and she smiles. "Thank you for helping me with them". I smile a little. " welcome... Now where do you live so your mom and dad won't be worried "I say. "..........I...don't like my mom and dad...but...I guess I'll have to go back..." She says and tells me her address.

I take her home and I head home and walk into my house and lock the door. 'Why do people pick on little kids' I say as I lay on my couch. I remember Lilly crying and clinging to my hand..I slowly drift off into sleep.

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