Cross my heart and hope to die (emo love story)

*~Chapter 1*~
{Sofi's P.O.V}
*Buzz buzz buzz* I looked over to see a text from Mark it read
'Tell me, Sofi' I sighed and texted 'will you... Go out with me?' *sending sending sending.... Sent* What did I just do?! No turning back now 6 minutes later *Buzz buzz buzz* mark again this time it reads 'I'm not over my ex yet...' Sigh I ran to my bathroom striped off and went in the shower. Razor in hand and ran it on my wrist the water went from clear as day to red. 'FUCK EVERY THING' I thought I'm just ugly that's it he's over his ex. It's me I'm ugly like a hairless cat, I got out of the shower 5 new cuts to add to the family. Changed to my Pj's and cried myself to sleep.
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*Dare me to jump off this Jersey bridge I'll bet you never had a Friday night like this
Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands
I take a look up in the sky and I see red,
Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy,
Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide
Everything red!* I woke up looked over and saw it was 6:03 I over slept for 3 minutes.. WHO GIVES A DAMN IF I EVEN WAKE UP?! At least I have Vic and Kellin who cared... As if... They don't even know me Sofi Sanders Ugh I hate my name. I'm 15 a sophomore at Adams City High School I'm as people label me "Emo". Today is marks the second week of school I have 'HIM' in class today 4th hour. I put my hair up in a pony tail did my make up and out the door to the bus stop. I put my earphones in 'Could you check my pulse for me to see if I'm alive' I love sleeping with sirens. I listened to them on the bus I ignored all the yelling on the bus, the bus stopped I'm at school great.
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I walked down to my first hour English, I hated that class I had no friends in that class. "HOW WAS YOUR WEEKEND CLASS?!?" Yelled Mr. Henderson, no one answered "how was your weekend Sofi?!" He yelled I just shrugged "go on, tell me!" He smiled "it was fine, I guess" I said quietly "You guess?" He said quietly "mhm" I nodded he walked away.
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'Please report to period 2' the voice from above said. It broke the science of the class. I walked out... "SOFI!" Yelled my best friend Seth he was about 6'0 with super black scene hair, he had snake bites he's a looker. He's OMG sexy, "Hi, Seth" I said with a fake smile on my face "DON'T YOU EVER FAKE SMILE AT ME MISSY" he said joking ".what's wrong love" he smiled "he said no... Mark..." I said with a tear rolling down my cheek "OMG! Sowy babe!" He said with a adorable frown "it's cool" I said smiling, he's so cute when he's sad. Wait what did I just say?

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