/completed/ Bad Boy.⋆ j.c

25,

(IM BACK AT IT AGAIN)

two months later..
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Jc⋆
Daisy is now 2 months old, but time didn't go by that fast, though. She has light brown hair like Amanda's mom and blueish-greenish eyes like Amanda's mom, as well. She's beautiful. I took a picture of her in Amanda's arms and it was just perfect. I can't believe I'm a dad now. But I've been hiding something that I cannot tell Amanda, cause that can cause something bad. I hope she doesn't find out.

amanda⋆
              It is around 9:30 am and I have never been so tired in my life, once again. I wake up every 2 hours because of Daisy.. she's like an alarm. But I'm still very grateful for everything that has happened. I learned that you have to cherish every moment in your life because there a lot of people that don't have moments like yours. But imma just sleep more since Daisy is still not awake.
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jc⋆
           I went to her house. I met her at target because... I forgot to tell you that me and Kian made a book, and it's now sold out in every store that sells books. Anyways, she was really sweet, and hot, that I couldn't resist. I love her so much, probably more than Amanda.

amanda⋆
Jc's not next to me. weird. He's been really distant from me. He's never been like this in so long.. it's like going back to when he always used to cheat on me. Or maybe that's what he's just doing. Thinking about this just starts to make me cry because the thought of him cheating on me when we have a future together.. it's disappointing. Despising the fact that he's maybe back to his habits, I take the ring off my finger and put it on the table.
     "it's going to be ok." I whispered in daisy's ear, hugging her as a tear falls down my face. c'mon. stop being a little baby.
            I go on all my media, and I check if anyone has seen Jc anywhere. I went downstairs to see if kian is downstairs, which he's not.

"Kian?" I say while knocking on the door. Once he said to come in, I walked in.
"where's Daisy?" he asks.
"she's still sleeping." I say yawning and laying down on his bed.
"Kian? have you seen Jc anywhere?"
"No.. not at all. Why? What did he do to you??"
I don't know why, but I've always seen Kian as a big brother to me. Ever since he started to become so helpful, he just started to be very nice and caring about others more.
"I don't know, but everytime since about 4 days ago. he's been so distant, and this was how he acted when he always used to cheat-" And that's when I got cut off my Daisy's cry. "I'll be right back." I sighed, walked out the room to get Daisy. As soon as I pick Daisy up she immediately stopped crying. I go back to Kian's room, which he is now looking at the ceiling.
"wanna hold her?" I asked, looking at him. "of course." he replied and taking the baby out of my arms. He put her on his chest, caressing her. I always felt like Kian is such a good dad, since he is a dad anyways. I remember the last time he saw his own daughter was literally last week, and seeing his mood completely change when he sees his own daughter or mine, that I could wish that Jc could be a father like Kian was. Always wanting to care for the baby. Words can't explain how much i really wish jc was still here, probably not with his hoes that he cheats with. I'm getting sick of it, who wouldn't?

"As I was saying, I really want to know what's going on with him." I got teary-eyed. Kian put Daisy in his arms, and hugged me.
"We'll find out. I promise."

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"I'm home!!" Jc yelled as he was getting inside of the house, at around 10ish. I walked downstairs, acting like I knew nothing and I was the happy Amanda that I can be.
"Hi babe" I said smiling and he pecked my lips. "Where were you?"
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jc⋆
"Where were you?"
Thee one question I wanted to avoid. I really didn't want to answer, well because,
I really didn't know where I was.
I went to her house, and we did things. things that I never wanted to do. But I did. And I screwed up. We went out for drinks after, and I don't remember a thing.
"I went to Ricky's house." I slurred.
"Are you drunk?" she asked, concerned.
"nooo"
"Jc, I know what's going on. I really not in the mood to fight, so here's some action." and she took off the ring and put it in my hand, closing it.

Damnit.