I stressed myself on a daily trying hard not to get pregnat and concieve no baby.
But it's not apprecitated.
I go to school and try to get good grades.
Even when I'm doing good it's blind bye your eyes the only things that you see is that not good enough that you live by.
I try to impress you so much that it seems as though my life is shooting by.
The trouble with thatg is no matter I do I'm still not the good guy.
You can do better you can do better I'm so dissappointe din you cause you can do better.
But if better is not what I'm doing then what is it that I am.
It's not my fault I couldn't get all A's but a couple of C's TWO simple A's and maybe THREE simple B's.
But I can do better I promise you I can.
I study my butt off but I promise I will do better I am the smartest kid in class but I promise to do better.
For my better is never good enough it's even written in a letter.
I take medication for what you think I might have a problem but didn't even realize that by the time the new prescriptiokn was even in my hands I swallowed all of the pills and try to overdose.
And you know what you said? What's the problem?
And then it hit me I finally realized that by doing all of this I had no time to socialize no time to be a kid no time to have fun no time to think for MYSELF so look at what you have done.
You ruined a child almost taken a life and never appreciated and you still probaly don't know why
So the next time you ask me what's the prodlem there will always be a silent remindr that it's you!!!
YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!!!!
