In love with my brother's bestfriend

Crystal POV

**Flashback**

I scowled as Ashton sat there on my iPod going through my music and I knew he was deleting my favourite songs.

"Ashton, get the hell off of my things" I said trying to snatch the IPod out of his grip but he stood up holding it above my head and he was laughing at me.

"Well I guess, little miss fatty, can't get her IPod what a shame" he said

"Am I really that fat?" I whispered looking at him then at myself, I always thought I was okay looking, and my body was okay but I must be wrong when my brother's best friend called me fat..

"Yes you are FAT, and you wonder why people make fun of you!" he rolls his eyes and before I can say anything my brother Adam came into the room holding two boxes of pizza and I turned away from Ashton and I sat on the sofa holding the pillow to my chest.

"Hey Crystal, I brought you pizza!" Adam called from the kitchen and I stayed where I was and Ashton chuckled and went into the kitchen and grabbed a slice of pizza and he came back in the living room and started eating in front of me and I groaned and I took my IPod and I stomped upstairs to my room and I slammed the door behind me and I quickly went on my laptop.

My eyes were looking at pages and pages of camps that can help me loose weight, some looked really good but they were not really for me, I carried on looking until I saw one in California.

I clicked on it and I was reading about it, it seemed great as I could do this when I go away:

~ I can carry on with my studies while I am away

~ It has a 98% success rate

~ girls and boys aged between 13-17. (And I'm 16 so I'll be fine)

~ and I'll be gone for a year

there were many other things but I had to go on this trip, you only had to pay £5000 for the year and it says we only needed a year, and the feedback was outstanding and it had 5 stars. My mum and dad might let me go.

** later that day**

( when Ashton was gone)

"mum... dad... I need to ask you something important.. so should we sit down?" I said trying to be confident but you could hear the fear in my voice and I was quite scared as sometimes my mum freaks out at little things and I guess I didn't want it to happen now.

"Hey honey, what's erm wrong?" my mum's eyes were worried, like she was hiding something and I found out and she was worried about I would say it aloud. I was confused and I smiled at the both of them and I showed them a piece of paper of the camp.

"I want to go to a weight loss camp" I said and their eyes were wide and their mouths were open but they soon shut their mouths and shook their head.

"No, your not going!" mum said and she crumpled the piece of paper up and she threw it in the bin and I stood up getting ready to shout. I held the sign up sheet in my hands firmly

"Mum, I want to go, I need to go, you know why? I'm being bullied, about my weight, my looks, everything! And I just want to go so I can be happy and not be bullied anymore, and I just want to be happy about myself as right now I don't have any self of steam and I cry about this, this fat person in front of you that you call your daughter!" I shouted and they went quiet and they just looked at each other and they sighed. They grabbed the sign up sheet from my hands and they started filling it in. I felt happy and when they filled it in they went out and posted it and I felt happy until my phone vibrated.