Forbidden love

MIA'S P.O.V

We sat there hand in hand, eyes to eyes here I was pouring out my heart. " You know you're in love when you start seeing the beauty in everything "It's waking up every 2 hours with serious anxiety. As soon as Its over I come back into reality, my head switches right back to a disappointing mode. I can't help but think of this situation every minute of every day. This is too surreal. This can't be happening. I wanna wake up and have everything back to the way it was.

DEVIN P.O.V.

" My secret love for you will tear me apart, but its the only way I can have you. "

As I cried out loud for Mia to listen to me I continued to explain to her that every thing will be okay, Mia started to sob. "Devin I think i'm falling in love with you. " I smiled. She let go of my hand and then she was gone. Who knew 7 short months of knowing her I would fall in love so fast. Who knew in a short period I would be madly in love with her. Then that's when it happened. "All that was going through my head was that these tears that were pouring out of my eyes were tears from my heart, I was in love..

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Chapter 1 -- "A birthday introduction "

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Devin, Happy birthday to you! " A group of friends and restaurant employees finished out the song. They watched me blow out the candles to my birthday cake, and everyone clapped. Here I was sitting here 23 years old just being thankful that a made it another year. Although I appreciated everything my current girlfriend did to make my birthday special I felt a since of emptiness.

"Let me know if you need anything else okay guys" the waiter sits down the plates to the table before he walks way. " "Hey guys sorry I'm late." Through the crowd of waiters and waitresses moving around I looked up curious to who was speaking. She smiled at me and said "hi, happy birthday". Now i don't know if it was me or if my mouth had been physically removed from my face. So i just sat there dumbfounded, I starred with a blank look on my face. My girlfriend tapped me, snapping me back to reality " hey, my friend Mia is talking to you, she said happy birthday." " Oh hi, thank you umm please have a seat" I stood up as if I wanted to pull out her chair but then I realize we were actually sitting in a booth so I played it off as if I were stretching. I looked over at my boy James and we both knew what the other was thinking.

Who is she, where did she come from? As I sat there quietly messing with the half eaten burger quietly, I couldn't help but to look at Mia. She really was picture perfect, she looked beautiful but untouchable. I couldn't even smile back with out getting questionable stares from others. Keeping all thoughts to myself I took a sip of my drink & swallowed. "So Mia you look familiar have we met before? I feel like we have? " James giving me the look to partake in the conversation but I quietly decline. " We'll before I moved out to Stockton I did stay in Oakland for a little while. Where do you think we've met before?" James smiled. " We'll I used to work in Stockton, maybe we met at a bar or club. " " Me and Devin used to go out a lot so maybe there. " I looked up at James we make eye Contact. "So how old did you turn today?" Mia smiles at me again. " I turned 23" I show a slight smile back. The waiter brings us the check, Mia gets up and hugs my girlfriend. She gets ready to leave. "Okay guys well I have to go to LA with my boyfriend, sorry i came late and couldn't stay long. That word rolled off her tongue in slow motion to my ears. Of course she had a boyfriend, I mean look at her. She said bye and then she was gone.

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Chapter 2 -- "Num" Mia's P.O.V.

I came home sad from my trip to LA with my boyfriend. He was being a complete asshole and very mean to me, not only that but i found out he cheated on me. I had just had it up to here with him, and I was about to tell him. I pulled out my cell phone and sent the txt, "IM DONE" in capital letters. I don't really know why capital letters gets the point across but he didn't even reply to fight for me. I sat there in my room crying for hours trying to force myself to fall asleep. I couldn't because I knew I was alone. I knew that the man I thought I loved for four years was my true love, I lost my virginity to him he was all of my first in everything. It's crazy how you can be in love in a fairy tale land and think your really happy then one little day ; 24 hours it comes crashing down and it's all over. I cried some more then fell asleep.