He looks at me. Pondering his options he knows I have a gun and I know he has his.
I truly don't want this day to end in a blood bath. However if it means I get to escape the restraints of the Mafia then I no doubt will shoot to save my own life.
I am now faced with truly the hardest desision of my life. It's between killing the true love of my life or living with a known Mafia family and carrying that name for the rest of my living breathing days.
If I kill him my heart will burst into pieces and kill me emotionally... I have been on the brink of suicide before. In fact, Luca and his family were the ones that saved me.
Like him I come from a huge Italian family, I was the ugly duckling. No one not even my parents talked to me. My cousins and grandparents didn't even acknowledge my existence. When I got Distinguished Honor Roll every year of my school career no one cared, I don't even think my family knew I got those awards.
The Gepardo family saved me when I needed them most maybe it wouldn't be so bad living with a Mafia family. Or it will be a living hell that will never end and that is what's making me contemplate killing Luca right now.
I wish he would just put me out of my misery.
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RomanceClair Mechinii has had no family her entire life. The best she's ever had is her college sorority sisters. Even they didn't like her that much. After graduation she tried to use her four year Science History degree by getting a internship at the Phi...
